I honestly don't care what our title is.
After thinking about it, I'm just fine with this.
I was kind of surprised you approached me about it first.
Talking about it.
Usually you're so closed off.
I can wait.
I can wait until you're ready and not afraid anymore.
Because nothing's going to change between us no matter what we call each other.
A definitely am going to wait until I'm done with college here and reassess the situation though.
Because by then I will need definiteness.
You're the one person that means the most to me in this world.
I'm not giving up hope on you.
Even when other people say s**t, they don't know.
They're not us.
I don't expect them to understand.
I just know I need you in my life.
I can't imagine one without you.
A best friend.
You're like above that though.
You're the one human being I'm closet to.
I couldn't imagine anyone else being on your level.
I think you're right, one day our time will come.
But not right now.
Not with you so afraid and unsure.
And not with my issues with commitment.
Just know I'm always there for you.
I'm kind of upset that he hurt you so badly to the point of you now being afraid of relationships changing between people.
You're afraid to take steps so you stand still.
But I guess I can't blame him. It'd be unfair of me.
Since you know friends do come and go...But still I'm surprised he hurt you so bad, I figured he'd be in your life forever like me.
But its okay.
I'm not gonna turn and leave you in the dark.
I'll stand and wait for you to take your small little steps.
Time heals as cheesy as it sounds.
Eventually you'll realize that I won't do to you what he did. You'll see that I'm never leaving.
We can take steps together.
One foot at a time.
Even if it takes a year or two.
I can wait.
You're worth the wait.
We've experienced so much together.
The laughs, the tears, the gossip, the hugging, the kissing, the hate, the love.
When you go through so much with just one person how do you let them go?
You don't.
Its nearly impossible.
You can take your dear sweet time figuring stuff out.
Because I know we're number one to each other.
So its okay.
After thinking about it, I'm just fine with this.
I was kind of surprised you approached me about it first.
Talking about it.
Usually you're so closed off.
I can wait.
I can wait until you're ready and not afraid anymore.
Because nothing's going to change between us no matter what we call each other.
A definitely am going to wait until I'm done with college here and reassess the situation though.
Because by then I will need definiteness.
You're the one person that means the most to me in this world.
I'm not giving up hope on you.
Even when other people say s**t, they don't know.
They're not us.
I don't expect them to understand.
I just know I need you in my life.
I can't imagine one without you.
A best friend.
You're like above that though.
You're the one human being I'm closet to.
I couldn't imagine anyone else being on your level.
I think you're right, one day our time will come.
But not right now.
Not with you so afraid and unsure.
And not with my issues with commitment.
Just know I'm always there for you.
I'm kind of upset that he hurt you so badly to the point of you now being afraid of relationships changing between people.
You're afraid to take steps so you stand still.
But I guess I can't blame him. It'd be unfair of me.
Since you know friends do come and go...But still I'm surprised he hurt you so bad, I figured he'd be in your life forever like me.
But its okay.
I'm not gonna turn and leave you in the dark.
I'll stand and wait for you to take your small little steps.
Time heals as cheesy as it sounds.
Eventually you'll realize that I won't do to you what he did. You'll see that I'm never leaving.
We can take steps together.
One foot at a time.
Even if it takes a year or two.
I can wait.
You're worth the wait.
We've experienced so much together.
The laughs, the tears, the gossip, the hugging, the kissing, the hate, the love.
When you go through so much with just one person how do you let them go?
You don't.
Its nearly impossible.
You can take your dear sweet time figuring stuff out.
Because I know we're number one to each other.
So its okay.
