There's no people in this town.
Its just full of nothing.
I want to escape.
There's nothing for me here.
I want to achieve something greater, for everything here has lost its taste.
Everything feels so easy to get now. A ******** joke.
But I don't try for something bigger, better.
Why?
Where did my ambitious self go?
When did I start settling for things. I want a challenge.
And where are you?
I knew this would happen as soon as school started.
You'd fall off the map.
But you're busy with school things.
So busy you can't even send a text after school though? Ha.
Its just so irritating when you just turn into air.
Because then it gets hard to trust you.
Well I don't trust the people around you.
I was kinda surprised when you said I should move down there.
I always assumed you'd just...Not give your opinion on whether or not I should.
Well that's four people.
I'm scared of that step though.
Things would be easier though.
I could be surrounded by art and inspiration.
I could be with my best friend.
They have great food down there.
They have good music.
Alcohol.
Better schools.
I still have a year and a half to make up my mind.
Empty a** town.
Where all I want to do is talk to you.
I'm going ******** crazy here, though I'd never let you know.
But honestly.
How ******** hard is it for someone to either IM or email their best friend?
How ******** hard is it to reach out?
Not that goddamn hard.
I hate everyone.
Its just full of nothing.
I want to escape.
There's nothing for me here.
I want to achieve something greater, for everything here has lost its taste.
Everything feels so easy to get now. A ******** joke.
But I don't try for something bigger, better.
Why?
Where did my ambitious self go?
When did I start settling for things. I want a challenge.
And where are you?
I knew this would happen as soon as school started.
You'd fall off the map.
But you're busy with school things.
So busy you can't even send a text after school though? Ha.
Its just so irritating when you just turn into air.
Because then it gets hard to trust you.
Well I don't trust the people around you.
I was kinda surprised when you said I should move down there.
I always assumed you'd just...Not give your opinion on whether or not I should.
Well that's four people.
I'm scared of that step though.
Things would be easier though.
I could be surrounded by art and inspiration.
I could be with my best friend.
They have great food down there.
They have good music.
Alcohol.
Better schools.
I still have a year and a half to make up my mind.
Empty a** town.
Where all I want to do is talk to you.
I'm going ******** crazy here, though I'd never let you know.
But honestly.
How ******** hard is it for someone to either IM or email their best friend?
How ******** hard is it to reach out?
Not that goddamn hard.
I hate everyone.
