What's the big hype with drugs anyway?
I guess its that whole, escape the big mean world - or just a new experience.
I sorta hate that you're into that whole scene.
Its like as soon as I leave you're doing things that are definitely dangerous.
But I've only been with you for a week, who's to say you wouldn't do it with me there. Haha.
Just makes me worry.
That s**t will catch up to you later.
Acid is definitely not one of those things where its okay to do it - has no side effects.
Because it does. Most definitely.
I guess it'd be cool to try, but I'd never actually do it.
I flipped s**t the time you told me you were doing it for a second time.
Now you're on to your third. Dear god.
I can handle the weed.
But sometimes I just really want you to chill and not do other drugs.
You'd never listen though.
And I can't put all my cards on the table.
Because I know you don't.
There has to be boundaries for us right?
I can't act like your girlfriend.
Can't tell you what to do.
But I can be a friend and tell you not to - like you'd listen.
I worry so much about you.
I wonder if you worry about me, there's been many times where I just want to get ******** up just to get ******** up.
But is it really okay to just do that to forget something you're going to just remember in the morning plus all the dumb s**t you did last night.
I can't live that life.
A life waiting for that time lapse, that sweet escape.
I'd drown.
Your life is so totally different than mine.
Your views are so different than mine.
You're just so different than I am.
Perhaps that's why we gravitate towards another.
We're all growing up.
Changing and molding into new people.
Becoming adults.
I wonder if in ten years our best friends will still be our 'best friends'
Or if we'll just go down different roads.
Sometimes I even wonder that about Connor.
He seems so far away sometimes.
If you're not taking a risk then you're not giving it your all.
But if you give it your all , and its rejected ... Then what?
There's nothing.
If you're not living on the edge then you're taking up too much space.
I definitely don't live on the edge.
Maybe I should.
BASICALLY.
Hi I miss being there with you.
And hi stop making me worry.
******** everything else bye.
I guess its that whole, escape the big mean world - or just a new experience.
I sorta hate that you're into that whole scene.
Its like as soon as I leave you're doing things that are definitely dangerous.
But I've only been with you for a week, who's to say you wouldn't do it with me there. Haha.
Just makes me worry.
That s**t will catch up to you later.
Acid is definitely not one of those things where its okay to do it - has no side effects.
Because it does. Most definitely.
I guess it'd be cool to try, but I'd never actually do it.
I flipped s**t the time you told me you were doing it for a second time.
Now you're on to your third. Dear god.
I can handle the weed.
But sometimes I just really want you to chill and not do other drugs.
You'd never listen though.
And I can't put all my cards on the table.
Because I know you don't.
There has to be boundaries for us right?
I can't act like your girlfriend.
Can't tell you what to do.
But I can be a friend and tell you not to - like you'd listen.
I worry so much about you.
I wonder if you worry about me, there's been many times where I just want to get ******** up just to get ******** up.
But is it really okay to just do that to forget something you're going to just remember in the morning plus all the dumb s**t you did last night.
I can't live that life.
A life waiting for that time lapse, that sweet escape.
I'd drown.
Your life is so totally different than mine.
Your views are so different than mine.
You're just so different than I am.
Perhaps that's why we gravitate towards another.
We're all growing up.
Changing and molding into new people.
Becoming adults.
I wonder if in ten years our best friends will still be our 'best friends'
Or if we'll just go down different roads.
Sometimes I even wonder that about Connor.
He seems so far away sometimes.
If you're not taking a risk then you're not giving it your all.
But if you give it your all , and its rejected ... Then what?
There's nothing.
If you're not living on the edge then you're taking up too much space.
I definitely don't live on the edge.
Maybe I should.
BASICALLY.
Hi I miss being there with you.
And hi stop making me worry.
******** everything else bye.
