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God it was amazing.
I'm craving you all over again.
I hate leaving, but its a part of our system in a way.
I should be used to it, but it never gets any easier.

"When I was laying in your lap and I was looking at you, you looked like an angel"
God you say such adorable things sometimes.
I just can't handle it.

I miss sleeping with you. ):
I always sleep so soundly when you're there holding me.
You're such a cuddle bug and its just dgsdgdfgd <3

Honestly I've never needed something in my life so much like I need you.
While we were tripping, just oh god.
We were off in our own little world while we were in the car.
I forgot Zach and Taylor were even there.
Just gazing into your eyes and playing with your hair, it felt like heaven.

We keep getting so dangerously close.
But I love it.
Every minute that we spend together.
Every time you call.
Every time we kiss.
Every time we hold hands.
It just feels so right.

I wasn't even gone for 5 minutes before you texted me telling me how much you miss me.
It sucks so bad that we live so far away from each other.
It stings. The last day we spend together before I go home is always so bittersweet.

You're my escape from reality.
The one thing that's keeping me in check.
Everything else feels almost like its crumbling.
I can rebuild everything around me, as long as you're there.
Even if you're not physically there, its enough.

Lookit all this babbling.
I haven't made a journal in what seems like forever.
Well it was forever actually...Haha.
Voodoo was ******** amazing.
I can't wait until next year.