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Another beautiful song by Deadmau5
It's almost as good as Strobe.

I wonder if you know how tempted I am to just up and leave my home and come live down there.
The moment where you realize you'll drop almost everything to be with someone is scary.
Feelings are illogical.
Why should I follow a desire that's not backed by any rational thoughts.
Everything screams no I shouldn't.
-I'd have to find a new job.
-get a house
-Not know my way around in a big city
-Only know a handful of people.
-On my own for the first time
-We're not official

Everything's kind of wishy washy.
I know what we are.
I know I'd do anything for you.
I know I love you.
I know you love me.

Do we need to be 'boyfriend' and 'girlfriend'?
Then again we could never really have that title until one of us shortens the distance between us.
We could be perfect.
But in my eyes we already are perfect.

There's nothing wrong with what we have to me.
I wish we lived closed so I could see you more often...

Zak wants me to move down there too haha.
My family would be devastated though.
Like I honestly have no idea what they'd do other than s**t bricks.

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