I just gotta vent about this s**t man.
Brittney I think you're an idiot for putting up with Kyle.
Plain and simple.
He's obviously just another Zeo.
Someone who just sucks the life out of you and when you deny him that he turns it on you and makes you feel like you're the bad guy.
I thought we moved past all that destruction.
Apparently not.
A person who tries to kill themselves because they can't have the one they 'love'.
Just. Disgust. Me.
First if you loved that person you'd respect their wishes and want them to be happy with what THEY want.
Second how can he ******** say he loves you when all he's done since ******** day one was hurt you.
I'm so damn TIRED of this bullshit he puts you through.
If you had ******** listened to me when I said distance yourself probably NONE of this would be happening.
Clearly Kyle has mental issues and needs some damn help.
Not. From. You.
What would be BEST for both of you is if he and you don't see each other or talk to each other.
Pushing a relationship right after everything is asking for bad news.
You need time to breathe.
Both of you.
"Oh I can't stay away from him"
Yes. Yes you can.
Its a matter of self determination.
Connor and I have gone months without talking to each other.
Sure it sucked.
But in the end it made things a whole lot easier because we didn't want to bite each other's head off.
Its a sign of maturity.
I can understand wanting to be his friend...But you can't right after everything you guys have been through.
There's too much emotion still in both of you.
This is also another reason why Connor and I would take breaks from each other.
Also it pissed me the HELL off when you compared him and Connor.
Kyle is a child. Selfish, immature, lost, mean just to be mean.
Connor would never be a c**k head to someone unless he had good grounds and he's actually not selfish at all.
And Kyle cheated.
Connor's NEVER cheated or dated anyone in between us being broken up like Kyle has.
The only similarity is that feeling to need to talk to them.
And I could deny that because I knew it would be wrong of me to keep clinging at his door while we're still unstable. Its just not right.
And now after all the s**t we've been through we're finally at a good stable place.
s**t takes time. And I'm happier more than ever.
I get so ******** frustrated with you Brittney.
Its like you don't care enough to listen to me, when I actually have GOOD advice.
For god's sake.
I'm so tired of trying to protect you.
I'm so tired of you being sad or frustrated over this boy who means nothing.
Who is nothing.
I'm so tired of it.
I know its not my job at all to keep protecting you this way..
But you mean something to me and the way you don't listen is like a slap saying "I don't care."
Maybe I'm wrong for being so upset.
But you're definitely wrong for not at least taking my advice or even being concerned as to how this would affect you AND me.
Connor would probably tell me not to worry and that I'm being silly to get so worked up.
And the way you just toss me aside lately, Brittney.
That's really been getting on my nerves.
Brittney I think you're an idiot for putting up with Kyle.
Plain and simple.
He's obviously just another Zeo.
Someone who just sucks the life out of you and when you deny him that he turns it on you and makes you feel like you're the bad guy.
I thought we moved past all that destruction.
Apparently not.
A person who tries to kill themselves because they can't have the one they 'love'.
Just. Disgust. Me.
First if you loved that person you'd respect their wishes and want them to be happy with what THEY want.
Second how can he ******** say he loves you when all he's done since ******** day one was hurt you.
I'm so damn TIRED of this bullshit he puts you through.
If you had ******** listened to me when I said distance yourself probably NONE of this would be happening.
Clearly Kyle has mental issues and needs some damn help.
Not. From. You.
What would be BEST for both of you is if he and you don't see each other or talk to each other.
Pushing a relationship right after everything is asking for bad news.
You need time to breathe.
Both of you.
"Oh I can't stay away from him"
Yes. Yes you can.
Its a matter of self determination.
Connor and I have gone months without talking to each other.
Sure it sucked.
But in the end it made things a whole lot easier because we didn't want to bite each other's head off.
Its a sign of maturity.
I can understand wanting to be his friend...But you can't right after everything you guys have been through.
There's too much emotion still in both of you.
This is also another reason why Connor and I would take breaks from each other.
Also it pissed me the HELL off when you compared him and Connor.
Kyle is a child. Selfish, immature, lost, mean just to be mean.
Connor would never be a c**k head to someone unless he had good grounds and he's actually not selfish at all.
And Kyle cheated.
Connor's NEVER cheated or dated anyone in between us being broken up like Kyle has.
The only similarity is that feeling to need to talk to them.
And I could deny that because I knew it would be wrong of me to keep clinging at his door while we're still unstable. Its just not right.
And now after all the s**t we've been through we're finally at a good stable place.
s**t takes time. And I'm happier more than ever.
I get so ******** frustrated with you Brittney.
Its like you don't care enough to listen to me, when I actually have GOOD advice.
For god's sake.
I'm so tired of trying to protect you.
I'm so tired of you being sad or frustrated over this boy who means nothing.
Who is nothing.
I'm so tired of it.
I know its not my job at all to keep protecting you this way..
But you mean something to me and the way you don't listen is like a slap saying "I don't care."
Maybe I'm wrong for being so upset.
But you're definitely wrong for not at least taking my advice or even being concerned as to how this would affect you AND me.
Connor would probably tell me not to worry and that I'm being silly to get so worked up.
And the way you just toss me aside lately, Brittney.
That's really been getting on my nerves.
