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But you know its true.
You know everything I said is true.
What is your issue with commitment?
I'm not out on a mission to destroy you.
I'd give you the world, if you would let me.
But you never do.

You're world is collapsing?
Just stop and think.
For years you've been the one I've relied on. The one person I've held onto so tightly.
If anyone's world that's going to collapse, its mine.
I feel queasy and my hands can't stop shaking.
Why can't you understand that I'm not out to throw you out of my life.
But if this can't be resolved...I don't know if I can take it.

You being so unsure of things in the end hurts us both.
Everytime I talk to you its a double edged sword.
I love it so much, but at the same time I know you're not mine.
Its not fair..
Why can't you just see that we DO belong together.

What's stopping you from it?
Us breaking up? How do you know that'll happen if we never date?
The past? Connor, we're different people now. The past is the past.
We've gone through everything and still come together in the end.
What's got you so scared this time?

What happened to my honest Connor?
Why can't you just say what's got you so scared instead of hiding it?

I don't want you to go.
But this relationship needs a definite title.
Dating or friends.
And if we're friends no more flirting.
Its complicating and confusing.

you don't have to rebuild a world by yourself.
If you actually talk to me, we can do it together.
We can create something together, Connor.
You don't always have to be alone.
Don't run from me. For once dear god please don't ******** run.
******** talk to me about this so we can work it out.

And if its not possible...Well..
We'll reach that obstacle when we get to it, but for now just talk to me..
It takes two to have ANY kind of relationship.
But you seem to think its okay for you to just make the decisions, no this is for US to decide.

Are you really just going to just get up and run away from this relationship that's been going on for five years?
Are you going to just run rather than face it and try to overcome it?
I'm here waiting Connor.
I'm not running.
Whether the ending result will be good or bad, I'm not running away.
You shouldn't either.


But if you don't realize that then....I have no idea who you've become.
If you just up and run away from me, then you're not the person I fell in love with.
If your world is really falling then talk to me and let's fix it.
Quit running and face reality.
Its time for us both to grow up, Connor.