Why do we keep pushing for each other?
We keep fighting and struggling, for this thing called love.
I should feel warm, tingly, and peaceful.
Instead I feel this cold creeping emptiness crashing over me.
Let me eat all these lies up,
Let me hide, Let me hide them.
I wish I could ignore this darkness.
Why can't it cloud my eyes instead of my heart?
I don't want to see this foretelling doom.
But you sense it yourself, yet ignore the solutions.
They're not at all ideal solutions, but life isn't always about decisions that will make you happy.
You, yourself, brought it up.
You won't be able to wait for me to come down there.
You can say you love me as much as you want, and say how much I mean to you and how I'm the only person who understands..
But if you can't even wait for me...Then this is all pretty pointless isn't it?
I know you're only human.
So I am though..I can only handle so much of this.
Knowing in the end we're going to slip away from each other...
Connor, I can have all the faith in the world in you..
But only if you show me the same faith.
And I honestly don't believe you know exactly what you want yet.
My feelings are strong and do not waver.
Your feelings may be strong, but I do believe they waver a little.
I know what you mean that you can't imagine anyone with me.
Because I get sick to the stomach thinking about you with someone else.
But..I'm not so sure if I can handle this if you're not willing to wait for me.
You know its going to cause problems..
And you know in the end we're going to fight.
When does fighting for the one you love become abusive?
When does it just become destructive, and wrong?
Is it really better to let someone you really love go?
How strong is our love, Connor?
I believe it can wait years.
Maybe we could meet again, and try again but this time face to face?
I will only date and be with someone I know I could marry and live with for forever.
So I refuse to just d**k around until you go to college - I can't go through that.
Connor you do realize I'm not going to let this go until its resolved?
We can't keep running.
This needs to be solved.
So what do you want to do?
So much can happen in just one heart beat.
Your blood could run ice cold.
or your blood could pump more warmth into you.
We keep fighting and struggling, for this thing called love.
I should feel warm, tingly, and peaceful.
Instead I feel this cold creeping emptiness crashing over me.
Let me eat all these lies up,
Let me hide, Let me hide them.
I wish I could ignore this darkness.
Why can't it cloud my eyes instead of my heart?
I don't want to see this foretelling doom.
But you sense it yourself, yet ignore the solutions.
They're not at all ideal solutions, but life isn't always about decisions that will make you happy.
You, yourself, brought it up.
You won't be able to wait for me to come down there.
You can say you love me as much as you want, and say how much I mean to you and how I'm the only person who understands..
But if you can't even wait for me...Then this is all pretty pointless isn't it?
I know you're only human.
So I am though..I can only handle so much of this.
Knowing in the end we're going to slip away from each other...
Connor, I can have all the faith in the world in you..
But only if you show me the same faith.
And I honestly don't believe you know exactly what you want yet.
My feelings are strong and do not waver.
Your feelings may be strong, but I do believe they waver a little.
I know what you mean that you can't imagine anyone with me.
Because I get sick to the stomach thinking about you with someone else.
But..I'm not so sure if I can handle this if you're not willing to wait for me.
You know its going to cause problems..
And you know in the end we're going to fight.
When does fighting for the one you love become abusive?
When does it just become destructive, and wrong?
Is it really better to let someone you really love go?
How strong is our love, Connor?
I believe it can wait years.
Maybe we could meet again, and try again but this time face to face?
I will only date and be with someone I know I could marry and live with for forever.
So I refuse to just d**k around until you go to college - I can't go through that.
Connor you do realize I'm not going to let this go until its resolved?
We can't keep running.
This needs to be solved.
So what do you want to do?
So much can happen in just one heart beat.
Your blood could run ice cold.
or your blood could pump more warmth into you.
