I wonder if its wrong of me to suddenly feel upset about the whole ordeal.
It was my choice to break up.
And I still do believe its for the better..
But at times I feel like I'm being punched in the stomach, or someone is clenching at my heart.
You deleted me from xbox.
I have no idea why I was so shocked.
You have every right to delete me..You don't want to see me come online and be upset I guess.
I thought, foolishly, we could still be 'friends'.
The type of friend who just checks in every week or so.
Casual friends. How foolish of me.
You were my first for everything..So its no surprise to feel so at lost..Right?
Today has been the worst, I'm struggling to breathe.
I miss Kait so much. I feel like she'd know what to say to comfort me.
Brittney is busy moving into her college.
I wonder how you feel.
It was better to end it than just let it continue even if I felt so unhappy at times..Right?
It wasn't fair to always fuss at him.
You waited too long to tell me all those things, why?
Brittney says shows how much you truly care considering you haven't spoke to me and you deleted me.
But that's only natural right? I broke your heart.
You want to get away from the pain..
I don't blame you, just sad at the fact I was so blind to think we could be friends.
I'm exhausted.
I didn't go to bed till 6:30.
And everyone woke up at 1 where I woke up at like 11. Haha.
I feel restless.
I need a distraction. Hopefully work will do that for me.
It was my choice to break up.
And I still do believe its for the better..
But at times I feel like I'm being punched in the stomach, or someone is clenching at my heart.
You deleted me from xbox.
I have no idea why I was so shocked.
You have every right to delete me..You don't want to see me come online and be upset I guess.
I thought, foolishly, we could still be 'friends'.
The type of friend who just checks in every week or so.
Casual friends. How foolish of me.
You were my first for everything..So its no surprise to feel so at lost..Right?
Today has been the worst, I'm struggling to breathe.
I miss Kait so much. I feel like she'd know what to say to comfort me.
Brittney is busy moving into her college.
I wonder how you feel.
It was better to end it than just let it continue even if I felt so unhappy at times..Right?
It wasn't fair to always fuss at him.
You waited too long to tell me all those things, why?
Brittney says shows how much you truly care considering you haven't spoke to me and you deleted me.
But that's only natural right? I broke your heart.
You want to get away from the pain..
I don't blame you, just sad at the fact I was so blind to think we could be friends.
I'm exhausted.
I didn't go to bed till 6:30.
And everyone woke up at 1 where I woke up at like 11. Haha.
I feel restless.
I need a distraction. Hopefully work will do that for me.
