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Is it possible to love someone too much?
In a way where its dangerously intoxicating?

I think I love you too much.
It scares me a little.
But I've always been a very timid person.
I'm giving you all of my heart.
All of me belongs to you now.

I just don't know how to handle it since while we were at Voodoo we were together 24/7.
And now we're not.
Its just strange. Foreign.
There's empty spaces between my fingers now.
There's an empty space in my bed.
A gap in my life.

I feel too clingy at times.
Like Paige chill the ******** out.

Its just that we have something so stable now, it leaves me craving for more. And more.
Its insane!
You make me lose my sense of reality.
Like when you said our dream house.
Ahh I just died a little.
I can envision the rest of my life and its with you. Super cheesy I know.

You know how sometimes you just want to be alone?
Away from friends and family?
I feel that a lot sometimes.
But with you, I could spend days and days and days with you and never feel the need to be my loner self.

I can't wait for you to come up here and meet my family.
SINCE YA KNOW. MET YOURS.
I'm glad your family likes me btw.
I was terrified they wouldn't. xD

BUT ENOUGH GIBBER JABBER.
I really hope you come up here in December.
And meet my crazy jews
And meet my crazy friends
And sleep in my room
And go on dates with me ~