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Am I Broken or Just Different?
The Mirror's Cracks
I have suddenly gotten a strange boost of readers and was hoping that maybe I could scare all of you off by telling you a few memories or facts about me. stare So yah, read and never live without fear.
Steps to understanding me
1.I like to be symbolic a lot, which a lot of people don't pick up or think too much about simple actions that I would do. I don't always have a deeper meaning but if you do pick up on it I will love ya forever...really.
2.When I'm super pissed at you, keep away fom me. I WILL resort to violence first if you do not let me cool down. I know I can hurt people and will not hesitate if angry because I get in an evil mood where i love to see you cry or get frustrated. I will purposely push your buttons and try to make you break down.
3.I love to convert people to anime lovers
4.I have many personalities, don't label them. I can be hyper anytime and at any degree I want. So don't ever classify me...ever.
heart Last one
5.I have been very mistreated in my past by poeple who don't like anime; therefore, I don't really seem "warm and fuzzy" to people who don't like anime, espeically if they haven't tried it yet.






User Comments: [2]
Nari Hanajima
Community Member





Fri Sep 29, 2006 @ 08:35am


Strange boost of readers...Is it getting a tad bit...unfomfortable? Hehehehehe.

I sense a protective barrier. 3nodding xd


mokonawings
Community Member





Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 08:51pm


I love being symbolic!! :whee: Symbols make me all tingly inside!! I'm soooo happy to know there is someone else that loves to make others think about symbols!! I'm sorry if I don't understand all of yours completely immediately. Sometimes it takes me a little time... I'm sure you'll understand... 3nod You are scaring me a little bit Sakura. But even if you do get mad at me somehow and start being all violent and stuff, I WONT leave you. I've dealt with violence before. You may find it hard to believe that little, innocent Lexi has faced deep, dark past where she has been somewhat abused, but I have. Even if its incredibly minor compared to what others have to face. I may be frightened enough to give you some space so you can cool down, but I can't help but feel that I'd also be afraid to leave you. I don't care if you break me down, because I know that I'll always have time to heal again... :| woah...uh... that was quite an outburst of mine. I don't know if that sounded right or wrong... but somehow, if Im feeling that you need me... even if it costs my own well-being to help you Sakura-chan... I'm not going to leave you. (Why do I feel like this is turning into a Fruits Basket scene??) I'm not surprised :cute: Although I'm not a well rounded anime fan yet, I am more than willing to try new animes. I really like anime in that it seems to have a lot of symbols. big Symbols rock our sox, neh? :XD Maybe someday, I'll get the courage to tell you why I love CardCaptor Sakura so much. You and I may both like it for the same reason... who knows? But I just don't know whether I have the strength to discuss it yet. It's part of what rescued me from my own depression even though it may seem incredibly unlikely. It can be very hard for me to talk about. Okay! I'll love Sakura for Sakura! No matter what personality you appear to me in! cute Everyone has their hyper time and their serious time! I know that for sure! I understand. I've been mistreated by people just for being me. And I've learned the hard way that you shouldn't jump to conclusions, so I'll make sure to try something before actually deciding anything. And if I make a mistake and don't try before deciding, please remind me Sakura! :heart:


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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