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Is a Heart colored Red for A reason?
I don't label most people. It bothers me when others label people. I accept that it their way of thinking and let them, but it irritates me when they expect me to label them the same way. I won't label most people because some people do fit in with a label, but most of the time people don't fit the description enough. I admit I have labeled some people, don't get me wrong. I just would rather is people didn't have to label because of first impressions. I guess that's because I screw up my first impressions and go further to make myself bleed.
I have a confession that many of my friends won't like, but I must say it so that I feel a little more releived. I have had suicidal thoughts and still suffer from my moments of depression. However, the depression moments are becoming less and less. The bad news is that I suicide thought appear more. The debate that continues is that I could die famous or chance life. You all should know that I hate wishing and hoping and dreaming, but I can't help but feel obliged to at least become president of anime club. I know I bring the president thing up a lot, but you have to realize how much it means to me. Not a lot of you actually know me, what I hide in my thoughts. Anime club is the one thing that I hold onto other than my friends. It makes it hard to want death.
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