Every time.. every god damn time i try to make myself happy or do something for the better, my mother threatens my future and threatens to send me to all girls christian schools.
Yes, I do still want to dump Joe. I'll even tell him how i feel... but i'll be damned if my mother won't let me. it's time for a chat. I WILL be with Chris poegl... i love him... and i've never had a moment of not thinking of him. Why am I forced to keep from someone i long to be with?
I want what i had.... Chris... I want to be with you... and my mother is wrong.. I NEED to be with you. I love you.
GOD DAMN IT!! I SAID I ******** LOVED HIM!!!
crying So why can't I be with him?... I'll show you all... I will be with the one I love... I will rest in his arms again... I'm tired of suffering and making him suffer... I don't care of the consequences anymore... anything for my love.. any ******** thing...
 haloisbymyhorns · Thu Nov 16, 2006 @ 10:26pm · 0 Comments |
