• I wonder what it's like; Being unnoticed, never anything much to anyone,just doing what you do...

    What do you do, when you're left by yourself, free to do as you wish? No one expecting greatness, heroics or even a scholarship from you. What is it like?

    I'll tell you what being a Celebrity feels like: It's a chain; a chain that pulls me down. Back, forth whichever way the crowds want. I'm a prisoner, bound to to my fans, doing anything they ask. Totally powerful, yet completley helpless.

    That's what it's like...for me.....

    Don't fall into this trap. Everything you do will be scandalised, analized and monitered, You will have a no power over yourself. Do you think we stars kill ourselves for no reason? It's a box, this life we are in...People will go insane trying to escape. No matter what we do, it's publisized...

    Stay free, have a life, and don't watch....

    This is the last advice I can give....Goodbye.

    (A gunshot rings, a small thud, a heartbeat slows, then stops with one last breath...)