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“Hey! Carlisle, long time no see! How have you been?” My “dad” greeted his friends, vampires just like us, they don’t feed off of humans, they are “vegetarians”. Really, the Cullen’s, personally I don’t really like them, especially Jasper Hale, he dazzles me way too much! The only Cullen I haven’t met is Dr. Carlisle Cullen.
“Why, hello Christian, I am doing wonderful! Oh, who may I ask is this?” That’s my cue. I put on a small smile.
“I am Vivienne, nice to meet you Mr. Cullen.” I tried to sound excited, I really did, but it was so hard, I was really hungry, hadn’t eaten in days! DAYS! It makes me almost want to feed off a human, but I knew I couldn’t bring myself to do it.
“Oh, is she your daughter? She is very lovely, how old are you Vivienne?” How old? I don’t know, I’ve lost count of the years, shameful really, even though we may be old, we should keep track of how old we are. So I gave Christian a ‘help me’ look. Then I heard a laugh. And I saw they were laughing.
“Forgive me Vivi, but how old are you? Wait, if I’m 350 years you must be...” I tuned him out, trying to remember. “Well anyway, may we come in Carlisle?” Carlisle just nodded. I walk through the beautiful house, hungry and hard in thought. We went in a room with 7 people, probably Carlisle’s family. Then it hit me, before any one said any thing I whispered to Carlisle how old I was.
“I remember now, how old I am, I am 6,000 years old. And, I’ll be right back, I’m starving.” With that I walked out, feeling like a really, really old person. Ugh, I am older than the Volturi, ewww.
~Carlisle’s POV~
“She’s.....6,000 years old! 6,000 years old! My, my she is older than the Volturi!” Oops, I don’t think I should’ve blurted that out. Now, I have everyone staring at me, Christians eyes were wide, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett, Edward, and Jasper in shock. But, Alice wasn’t. “Okay, Alice spill, I know you know something.” Now the attention was on Alice.
“Fine, Vivi is... no was, the Volturi’s “creator” or mom, in a sense, but, she is a very powerful Vampire, she fed on animals for about 2,000 years to present day. She is remarkable, she probably went out to feed.” That’s when I heard a bear and a mountain lion make horrible noises, and then I smelt their blood. Usually, when Edward or Emmett would kill one of those, I wouldn’t smell the blood, but this was strong. I noticed everyone smelt it too. But Christian was incredibly calm.
“Your right Alice, she truly is remarkable, Vivienne is incredibly fast, senses are the best of the best, and she is a true beauty, but, although she is remarkable, she is incredibly lonely. She has never had anyone, even though she calls me dad, and we live together, she keeps to herself. To tell the truth, I don’t even know ¼ of her life, and what is was like. All I know is, she was a big part of the event that happened, you know, the newborn vampires on a rampage, and Vivi even.... nevermind, but, if you want to know ask her.” Christian, is this girl really that much of a mystery, I looked over at Jasper, knowing he was in that war.
~Vivienne’s POV~
“Yum! This never gets old, I love the taste of Mountain Lion and Bear blood in the.... afternoon! Yea!” It’s darn cold out here in Forks, well from what I hear. Temperature never affected me, neither did time. During these 6,000 years, well, it’s basically been a blur, weird I know, how can 6,000 years of being alive be a blur? Well, I really don’t have anyone close to me, I don’t know how to get close to anyone, I don’t know what love is, what that warm feeling is inside of you. I haven’t even cried, I stopped at the first year of being a Vampire. But, at least I had singing, I have the need to sing. My favorite song is “It’s only the fairytale” by Miyamura Yuuko.
Who are the little girls in pain?
Just trapped in castle of dark side of moon
Twelve of them shining bright in vain,
Like flowers that blossom just once in years
They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love
Just dreaming of place where they're free as dove
They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage
It's only the fairy tale they believe.
They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love
Just dreaming of place where they're free as dove
They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage
It's only the fairy tale they believe
It feels good to sing!
~Jasper’s POV~
“Who is singing that? It’s beautiful, like an angel!” Bella pointed out. She was right, like an angel, a fallen angel. She has so much pain in that song, but in the 5 minutes she was in this room, she was in some sort of pain, not even I could alter her feelings they were too strong.
“That is Vivi, she has a lovely voice, doesn’t she? That song describes her perfectly, a cage bird, living this life without love, or freedom, confined to her eternal life. She wishes she could just slowly turn to dust at her favorite place. Then she truly would be happy.” Christian informed us. Her life is horrible. Wishing to just turn to dust, she lives a life without love, without anyone at her side. Her feelings are affecting me, making me sad, and I think they are affecting everyone else.
“Christian, really, telling people my sad pathetic side is just.... well, pathetic. You know, I told you that 200 years ago! Well anyway, I’m going so see you. I have important business with them. Sad really, a storm was coming, and I wanted to play ball, but the stupid people won’t leave me alone! Geebus, I can’t get any peace around here. Well I’ll see you Christian. It was nice to meet you all, even though I didn’t really meet you! Oh, Alice, please don’t tell anyone!” I saw Alice nod, and Christians face fell. When she turned for the door he grabbed her arm.
“Now, now Vivi you don’t have to go there do you? If you do, you’ll worry me, remember what happened last time?” She looked blank, and even paler than she was before. She looked scared.
“I’m sorry.”
~Vivienne’s POV~
“I’m sorry.” And with that I got free of his grasp, tears threatened to fall, tears! I haven’t cried in over 5,000 years! I know what I was doing, suicide, even for a vampire as old as me. Before I left, I noticed Jasper, a beautiful boy, with blonde wavy hair, and beautiful honey eyes. When he looked at me, I felt my face getting hot, a blush! I thought hard while running through the forest. “Oh, Christian, I’m so sorry.” I whispered into the wind. I had to fight ALL the Volturi, they had a lot of skill on their side. I hope I don’t screw this up, like last time....
~Christian’s POV~
My heart skipped a beat, I suddenly felt this weight on my shoulder, nagging at me, a worry. How could she do this? Last time she nearly got killed, it was almost impossible to save her. I had fallen to my knees, in shock, anger, worry, sadness. All these emotions hit me at once. I could handle it, not anymore. Suddenly tears fell, I had to stop her, or at least help her, I can’t watch her kill herself like this. She was my precious daughter.
“Christian? Are you alright?” I heard a worried Carlisle. No, this isn’t right, I need to stop her! But, what can I do?
“I’m sorry Carlisle.” I was choked up, I couldn’t face them nor talk to them. “She’s gone, she’s going to kill herself, this is a suicide! Going against all of the Volturi and their guard! She’s mad. Last time, she nearly got killed, she was so badly injured that she...she...she....” I couldn’t continue, tears now flowed, I didn’t care.
~ Jasper’s POV~
I felt a pain in my heart, watching Christian in this state. With Vivienne going to battle the Volturi, I couldn’t handle it. I have always been mean and ignored her but, secretly admiring her. Secretly hoping she would be mine and mine alone. I couldn’t do anything.
“It’s best we wait, she will come when she wins.” Christian spoke up, the rest of us stayed silent....
(Quick Note: I am not going to describe the battle scene, I suck with battles, you can imagine it yourselves! =D)
~3 Weeks later & Vivienne’s POV~
I....I... can’t do this anymore, I am in so much pain, physical and mental. When Jasper looked at me, I could help but blush, he is always on my mind, always. I want to see him, but it hurts. “It hurts...”
~Alice’s POV~
I had a sudden vision, Vivi lying in the clearing close by, bloody and injured. In pain, crying. I got up and ran down to where everyone was sitting, Christian had stayed, waiting for Vivi to return. They heard me coming and looked at me. “I have good news and bad news.” Everyone exchanged worried glances. “The good news is Vivi is alive, bad news is, if we don’t get to her fast, she’ll die.” I looked at Jasper, my dear brother, he has been in so much pain since Vivi left. Then, I ran out the door, with them following me to the clearing where I had seen her.
~Vivienne’s POV~
My vision was blurry, my body hurt, the smell of my blood was attracting animals, I was dying all over again. I knew if I closed my eyes, I would never open them. I thought of everyone Rosalie and Emmett how happy they were together, same as Bella and Edward. Alice, well I’m not sure. But Jasper, dear Jasper, I want to tell you I love you.
“I Love You....” My last words, with that I blacked out.
~Jasper’s POV~
“There she is!” Alice pointed out. She was lying there covered in blood, her blood. Her eyes were closed, I suddenly realized she was not alive. Tears fell on her face. “Carlisle can we save her?” I asked desperately. Hopeful, wanting her to live another day, with me by her side, making he laugh. Letting her know, she’s not alone anymore. I saw Carlisle carry her away, he ran lighting speed back to the house, with everyone following.
“Wait here.” He said to everyone, with hopeful and worried expressions.
~5 hours later~
Anxiety eating away at me. Carlisle finally came out of the room, looking victorious.
“She’s fine, she barely made it though.” He walked past me and whispered in my ear “You should be the first to see her.” I got up ran to the door, and opened it to see a sleeping Vivienne. Content, happy, alive.
“Vivi, Vivi can you wake up for me?” With that she opened her eyes.
“Ja...Jasper? Is that you?” I nodded and tears fell down her face. I gave her a big hug, a loving hug. “I love you.” I whispered in her ear, she hugged me tighter responding with “I love you too.”
The End~
- Title: I Love You - Jasper Hale
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One of my failed One shots..... Check my journal for my other one....
:D Remember, Stephenie Meyer owns ALL the characters, except for my OC's~ - Date: 06/20/2009
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