• 1 Year Since Sara's Death

    It's been a year and I don't feel anybit different from when I lost Sara. I still feel lost and confused, like the death had just happened. Everyone still is sad but got back to their lifes. I can't it like time has frozen for me and everyone else is going on, but I still stand still in sadness. Shcool has started again but I can't face anyone. I sit alone in the corners of classes and at lunch I can't sit with anyone. I feel lost, never like this have I felt. I feel like my heart was taken out and killed along with Sara. I can't mention "her" name anymore without having the trouble of not crying. I still lay in silence in my room. I don't talk. I'm eaten by my sadness and can't recover it's like I died still living a life I shouldn't live. I'm alone and I want Sara back.

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    First Day of School

    School started and Carmen was a new girl but I never seen someone as beautiful as Sara. I can't date it is to hard to look at someone and not see "her". But Carmen came up to me at lunch I kept y head down until she asked me what my name was. I replied in a quick "Sam" and stuck my head up. Hi Sam my name is Carmen Leslee she said. Her voice reminded me of Sara and I got a slight smile on my face. Carmen had beatuiful brown hair, piercing big brown eyes and a white smile. I couldn't help myself. We started to hang out more. But always in the back of my mind why she came to talk to me.

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    Last Day of School

    Carmen and me have gotten to be best friends and I plan to take her to the movies and later walk her home. We got there and she got what Sara always got: Medium Dr. Pepper, Small Popcorn but loaded with butter, and a large pack of gummybears. We hadd a great time and then we walked under the stars and she told me one thing I would have never guessed to hear. "Last year, heart was failing and I was pretty much living in the hospital, but when they found a transplant, it was a girl about my age and she had the same blood type. I found out what her name was when I moved here. Her anem was SARA MCLANE and ever since I've acted very different" Oh my gosh, she has Sara's heart inside of her. Sara's spirt was living in her. When we got into her house, I dipped her low and kissed her to see if she was like Sara. The kiss was exactly like Sara's. She got back up and giggled then ran inside. Oh my Sara is still alive and she is Carmen.

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    Sara is in heaven but came back down to be with Sam. True love can not be broken even if the one you love is not living. Forever and ever Sam will love Sara. Ever Love

    TO BE CONTINUE??