• -me
    i knew he was coming soon he put a timer in my cell. Every time it goes off that's when he comes in. I just rest and just imagine that I am with my family with AJ than in this hell. The timer breaks my thought and just about when I thought I was going to get a break from this man and his evil he comes in my cell with his bag of weapons and decides which one to use on me and what pain to use to break my spirit. No matter what I will not let him have my will and spirit every time he rapes me or brings me pain I look him straight in the eye and say,
    "You know I can't wait until my husband finds you and rips your nuts off and feeds them to you."
    He gets angry and I then usually pass out from the pain...
    -AJ
    I feel like every night I go to bed without her is a night she is spending with that demon. I swear I was going to kill him when I found him. Lily cried every time there was a thunder storm just like her mom. My baby was always afraid of thunder storms and she would crawl up in a ball in my lap and fall asleep. She always felt safe with me. That's why I'm so pissed off that I can't even protect her now. Lily was so much like her mom it made me cry. I missed her so much it pained me to know that a man is making her go through hell right now. I found Lily and rocked her back to sleep the hot tears rolling down my face couldn't make up for the pain my baby is being put through. I rock Lily back to sleep and put her in her bed. I wish I could find her. I layed back down to try to get some sleep for the long day. It was summer and the fire season was defiantly up again. It was really hard to work though knowing that he was out there hurting her. The kids stayed home and Wyatt watched them and he knew that I was sorry about that. On the way home though I would always stop at the BAU to see if they had a lead. I was really glad I stopped there tonight.
    "AJ WE FOUND THE TOWN HE IS HIDING!" one of the agents shouted at me excitedly when I came in.
    "What?" I asked dumbfound.
    "It means that we found a huge lead that will help find Alicia and catch that man," he said.
    "So that means that you guys almost found my wife?" I asked.
    "Yes but we have to leave for that town," he said.
    "What?' I said.
    "Yes AJ he went back to you hometown to kill your wife," he said.
    I was shocked and happy I knew we were getting close to finding her. But we had to hurry because we only had two and a half weeks left.