• FRIDAY FEBUARY 6, 2009

    Ever since day 1 when I popped out of my mom I’ve had MAJOR MAJOR ISSUESS WITH PEOPLE AND THE WORLD. I mean don’t get me wrong I am a people person, but I can careless about the people who envy me and want to get vengeance on me because their lives are makeshift. It’s not my fault their ugly with no alibi. Well SCREW THEM! So yesterday my BFFL Kristina Piovane told me that Conner Williams was walking toward me and that he almost asked me out. But then his BFFL Ryan O’Connell got in the way. Ryan. Ryan is REALLY fricken annoying! I’ve know Ryan 4 about a year and 1 month. He can be sweet at times, and also funny. But he chooses to act retarded.


    SATERDAY FBUARY 7, 2009

    Nothing to report.


    SUNDAY FEBUARY 8, 2009

    Omg I went to Pathmark with my Dad and He (Conner) was there! I looked like CRAP! He was staring at me from the inside the window. When I walked in I thought he was walking out to talk to me I walked in so fast I did not get time to look if he was coming toward me. So when I texted my bffl Kristina she did not text back. So I called her and my phone died! I got so pissed off. I hid underneath my hood. I’m not sure if he was looking at me. I wished that day was over. As Confusious, my cochins, the bible, and God/Jesus say… “you have only one chance to prove your self and now is that time“, or… “now is your time to shine“. In my case it’s my time to shine! My chance to talk with him. But by the time I got to the register line he was gone. I guess that was not my time to shine. Or talk to him. O well… there will be other chances to talk to him. So that’s it. O and it was the first time I saw Jason since he drove down to North Carolina. Thats it.



    MONDAY FEBUARY 9, 2009

    Nothing good today just we won the basketball game agents Conner’s team.



    TUESDAY FEBUARY 10, 2009

    O MY ******** GOD ROY W. BROWN MIDDEL SCHOOL had a FIRE! All the students stood outside for half an hour. Conner was outside with Ryan. I thought I’ve never seen Conner stare at me so much in one morning than today. I was with a bunch of my friends including Kristina. I was on the floor by the tree, and he was on the extra stupe that they put in last year. I got so pissed off because Bryan Ortease was pointing at me and I don’t know why and he was talking to Conner! Bryan is one of my closest friends. Plus every time we tried to go in the fire bell rang. I said a very funny joke it was… watch later we have to get evacuated because of toxic chemical fumes spilled. Lolz! It was hilarious! They said the fire was in the lower gym. It started from a motor in the electric fan. Luckily and horribly they caught it on time. It was the beginning of the fire when they caught it. It was smoking… and then it burst into flame. One of the gym teachers pulled the fire alarm. My dad told me that if I pulled a fire alarm when there was no fire he would break my arms. But he says lots of things he does not mean. When we finally got to homeroom Ms. Ponte gave us a chat about what happened and how close we were to a real fire. Ms. Ponte’s talks always make think “ What if?” So we had to go to the upper gym. When I sat with Kristina. Conner was attempting to make me jealous by sitting with girls. O well plan failed! I really don’t give a fricken dam! He kept staring at me… o well his fricken loss not mine!




    WEDNESDAY FEBUARY 11, 2009

    Today I got springs and coils and wire sleeves on my braces! It hurts and it sucks! Dam I hate them!!!! O well got to deal with them till August of 2010.



    THURSDAY FEBUARY 12, 2009

    Yesterday Johanner got into a fight part 2 @ the library. Today Kristina told me that Conner and her were talking about me! She told me I had to prove myself to him to be his girlfriend! Well you know what SCREW HIM! I don’t change myself 4 nobody! See if I give a dam!!!!!!! He can go ******** himself and his d**k! Just because I have ESP and I know Conner will be the 1 that I will marry I’m not gonna change myself! He likes me when he likes me! His loss O FIRCKEN WELL!



    FRIDAY FEBUARY 13, 2009

    Omg bad luck day even though I never have bad luck. Conner almost asked me to be his valentine but he did not yet. Kristina said he requested a song 4 me. I think it was “ Love Song” by Taylor Swift or something else. Guess I’ll never know… o well… she also told me he was going 2 txt me today or next week when we have off.
    SATERDAY FEBUARY 14, 2009

    Happy Valentines day! Conner still has not called me nor texted me yet. So I’m just gonna sit and wait for that call or txt. So yup… brb or at least till he calls or txts me… let u know when… still nothing… dam that boy is MAD SLOW….!!!… still got zip and it’s 7:45 @ night…!!!… ugh…. Ehh…..hurry up man… nothing still and its… 8:36 @ night… guess not today…







    SUNDAY FEBUARY 15, 2009

    OMFG 2 MONTHS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!! Don’t know what else 2 write… so… yup… later…



    MONDAY FEBUARY 16, 2009

    SO… I 4 got what happened 2 day… I think itz vacation… o well….

    TUESDAY FEBUARY 17, 2009
    I got zip from Conner so got to wait till next week 2 go back 2 school… can’t wait… Anthony if you and Veggie Boy read this I’m going 2 KILL both of yous and I will explain before I kill you… BEWARE!





    FEBUARY-APRIL 15TH

    Omg! itz MY! 13th birthday. I’m eating a great cake tonight. A couple of weeks ago we all found out that Diane was pregnant.


    SATURDAY APRIL 18, 2009

    Omg I completely forgot that to days Joey’s Birthday! I forgot to tell him yesterday so I’ll tell him on Monday.
    SUNDAY APRIL 19, 2009

    IDK… I guess….

    MONDAY APRIL 20, 2009

    I told Joey Happy Birthday … then he gave me a hug and a pixy stick…… yay! I think….

    TUESDAY APRIL 21, 2009

    I don’t really remember…