• Really, how do you know its here? It can be a breeze, just tickling the back of your neck. Or it can be a hard blow, making you collapse onto the ground. It can be so fast you can barely sense it, or it can drag on so slowly, but you still savor every moment. The truth is, i have never felt it... but i am just a teenager. I am just a girl. Will it make a difference, or will i be so arogant as to completley miss it? I have made those mistakes before. At least I have you guys to back me up, to hold me up, to say its ok... breath. I can try to capture it, however hard it is. I have seen imitations of it, crudly done with little care. Only those who have seen it can truly say how it feels. I do wish i was one of those people. Those lucky people. However, i am lucky enough to have experienced something equally as special, equally as life changing. But that rolls in my head only every once and a while, while the bad stuff sticks like syrup in your hair. To those who can see, congratulations. wink wink