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I wish I could of seen you
As you left my door step
I wish I hadn’t did what I did
I wish you would have had hurt me instead
That day, tears had slide down my cheeks
as I looked at my phone
seeing your name flash on the screen
made my heart turn to stone
I cheated, I lied
How could I do this to you
I made our relationship
Unloving……untrue
While I was in his arms,
last night
I thought of your face
As he held me tight
I didn’t know what I was thinking
I didn’t know what I did
But all I know is that now,
I feel like s**t
A few minutes later
I hear a knock on my door
My eyes widen
My stomach drops to the floor
Letting you in
I look at you , to see what I see
I wish I could of seen you
Even though you saw me
You smiled at me
And hug me tight
And whisper “Merry Christmas” in my ear
while I struggled not to cry with all my might
Then out of now where
You pulled out a ring
And you smiled broadly at me
“This where I spent all my savings.”
Thinking about how hard you had worked
Sweat sleeking down your forehead
Instead on spending it on yourself,
You bought your cheating girlfriend a diamond ring instead.
Tears filled my eyes
Putting me in a sad mood
I had to tell you know
The whole truth
After, as you stormed out of my apartment
The winter air hit my face hard
I wish I could take everything back
Start a new start
I ran after you, calling your name
Knowing nothing would be fine
Till a car came speeding down main street
At the same time.
I screamed, then fell to my knees
As I saw your body fly through the air
Seeing it fall onto the snow
I ran to it in fear.
Seeing you laying there
I took your arms as I knelt
Knowing you wouldn’t hug me back
Even if you were undead
Now as I sit here at your grave
In my mind I say what I said
I wish I could of seen you
Unlike the car did.
- by Je t_aime Ran |
- Non Fiction
- | Submitted on 12/20/2008 |
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- Title: I wish I could of seen you....
- Artist: Je t_aime Ran
- Description: I thought i would be original and write a poem on a regretful cheating girlfriend then a full love poem like so many people have written...I hope you enjoy it!
- Date: 12/20/2008
- Tags: wish could seen
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Comments (4 Comments)
- MJgwarrocker66 - 07/01/2009
- i could see the whole poem in an image. i literally saw it happen in my eyes as i read.
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- Lil DarkSkullRhyme666 - 06/06/2009
- dats really really depressing
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- DeathWrites - 01/06/2009
- Wow, that is really heartbreaking, but sometimes I wonder if people write these things to other people or to themselves. What does it actually mean to you when someone dies? Are you actually hurt over their death or do you actually just miss their daily presence? Death hurts the other person, not you, and you'd do well if you remember that. It is blunt, and it is sudden, and it is merciless.
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- HIsagi-Frailz - 12/22/2008
- this is an awesome peice of work ^_^ but is it sopposed to be ironic at the end?
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