• Christmas morning. It's finally here. and my awesome boyfriend is coming over. Exited and super estaitc i open the door . he strides in and introduces him self to my grand parents. it seemed like he was avoiding me! not telling me something that was on his mind. i pulled him over to my room and close the door. I asked him what was wrong. he spilled it. the painful truth. I hadn't closed the door all the way. My mistake because my grand parents and my mom were standing right there!!! he was interested in a... umm a GUY!!! im depressed and lonely now. cry cry