• 9:31 P.M.I Just Want You To Know That This Entry I Am About To Type If From The Inside Of My Heart And Because I Feeling A Little Sad

    9:32 P.M. This Year Have Sincerely Been One Of My Best Year Of My Entire Life Not Only Because I Became Finally A FRESHMEN. My 8Th Grade Year Was One Of My Best School Year Becasue It Was The Dead Line Of A Child Becoming A Man. My 8Th Grade Year Was The Time Of Playing And Laughting. My Freshmen Year 9Th Grade Is The Time To Study Hard And To Really Know I Good I Am In My Classes And In My Sports, Accepting New Challenges, And Crying For The People That Is Left Being The Past The People You Never Want To Forget But You One Day Have, The People That You Never Want That Die And That You Never Want To Go To Their Funeral Because Yo Know You Would Cry.

    This Year Have Been The Year That Is About Forgiving The Inside Child You Have Inside You And Become A Man And Finally Mature Like You Never Image To Do. I Have Never Been A Guy That Shows His Feelings But I Think I Wanna Cry I Left To Many People Behind That Trust It Me And That Told Me To Be Someone Better And That Really Love Me So That I Could Be Something In Life No Matter What. Today I Fell That They Would Feel Dissapointed Of Me Because I Maybe Not The People That They Expected I Went To The Challenges And Sincerely I Dont Think I Could Make Them I Think I Am Not That Strong Like My Love Friends, Teachers, And People That Know Me Think I Am. I Always Act Like I Am Strong That Nothing Is Impossible To Me But Know I Just Know That I Am Like A Flower Is You Put To Much Water Is Would Die But If You Put Little Water And Take Care Of It Would Grow To Be A Beautiful Flower In The Spring. But I Didnt Do That To My Life I Put To Much Challenges On Me And I Think I Am Dying Because I Dont Know How To Solve Them I Need To Be Strong But I Dont Know Where To Take The Strange Of.
    This Year I Started The Year Good With I Gf That I Loved But That Needed To End Like Good Things Always Does. Know My New Gf Is Awesome And I Love Her Like Crazy But I Sometimes I Need Her So Much That I Have To Heard Her Voice Evryday But She Havent Talk To Me In A long While ANd I Need Her I Need Her Because She Is My Strange The One Beautiful Human That Give Me The Love I Need She Is My Wolfy But Also My Strange To Live Every Single Day Of This Hell.
    I Love You Leeann And I Need You
    I Love All My Friends And My Brothers And Parents And Also Other Family Memebers But Sometimes I Think I Have To Much Things On Me To Much Pressure To Many Dreams That People Want Me To Make True But I Cant Im Scare To Dissapoint The People That Have Trust Me So Far.
    Sometimes I Wanna Suicide And Leave The People Do Whatever They Want Without Me Caring About Them But Is Impossible Because I Love Them
    I Love You Friends And I Love You Leeann
    Im Sorry If I Hurt You Or Dissapoint You I Really Sorry If I Did It
    I Love You Leeann

    Is Time To Become A Member Of The 2009 People
    I Hope To See That You Are Part Of The 2009

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    -BlackPhoenix12

    I Love You All
    9:55 P.M. Laterz