• First he say's he likes me. Then he tells me he loves me. But love is a strong word to use in life. It's the most powerful word you can ever use. It's the one word that defines us as humans. It's just love. If you really want it you have to go through war. You may win many battles but until you have reached the end of time, you have won the war. Until you have found the one you want you still have so many battles. You only rest when you die and finding the one you love is taking a big step up. If you don't fall you have succeeded and won the battle. So I trusted him, gave my heart and said it back. I meant it with all of my heart. Like giving someone the key to your heart is just a key. You can make many copy's of it and you give it to other people. But giving your heart is the hardest thing to do. You can't make copy's of a heart and just give it away because that would be copy writing. I might have him wrong but he really is complicated to me. I can't read him and be able to predict his thoughts. Its like a book, your trying to predict the book but its just so hard that you can't. So now I love him, days went by and talked to him and talked to him. He'd tell me a whole lot and if I didn't reply to him he'd get mad. I'm only human you know. I can't txt a million and one times a day. Didn't mean I didn't want to talk to him or anything. Because I loved him. But then he stopped talking to me. I kept asking him, "where are you", but he never replied. I knew he had football after school but I just didn't know when. So I went over to his house for a race and I wasn't trying to ignore him at all. I just, well I don't know. So after I left I tried talking to him again and again. Nothing at all, could it be really happening! Could he be breaking up with me? I have no idea anymore. What if their is another girl? A GIRL! He only said he loved me!! Like I said, love is really a battlefield. Hm, what shoud I do? Break up with him first? Or no? I needed advice but I looked around and there was none for me to ask for. What was I supposed to do, because every choice I made would be a hudge mistake that I would make. I sure wish my life was a journal.. So I can go back and erase stuff if I need to. TO BE CONTINUED!!!! :]]]]]]]] <---- haha!