• I wish I knew how much I had loved him. It hurt so much to lock my heart once more. All tears dried, I know that now I will never find a love willing to commit ever again. I'm hurt and I'm broken. One flower will never again be excepted into my life. For this is who I am, lonely, fearless, yet deep down scared and damaged. It's hard to try and find a true love when the one you had loved made you feel completely lonely and awkward at all times. Love is forbidden in the universe of lonely. So we might as well just stay cold, forever.