• We were once kids, and now were nothing more than mere illusions of what we wanted to be, what could have been, what should have been, so many questions still left unanswered. We stand now as it should be, change is still necessary yet not, left for judgments of our own mind and heart. So many sunset, and fallen stars. Its time. Its just time, to do something.

    We all watch the same skies, the same sun, the same clouds go by. We all make wishes that never come true. Little on the dot wishes of 11:11. Little well wishes with a flick of a quarter. Just to see something come true. We’ve grown use to the disappointments of life, and of society, and honestly in our friends. We all have our own thoughts and opinions of everything, every person. Grown up learning not to judge but we do it anyways. Its life right? Its sad to see how much we’ve changed since we were little, so innocent to so torn up inside. Yet there are the lucky ones who are sheltered from it all.

    Everything was so damn easy, now the piece of cake turned into something impossible. We have so many new boundaries to face. Money affairs, love affairs, school affairs, job affairs, friend affairs, just plain stupid but necessary affairs or conflicts, well walls and more walls. And every time something seems to go right, we’re ******** up the a** by something else. Damn. I wonder if we even remember who we use to be, what we use to be, who we were and what we wanted. Through everything childhood, adolescence, teenage, adult. Sigh, cause I sure don’t.

    We keep what we want to keep certain things, people, memories. Why? Well me personally, its that feeling of embrace and trust with people, just knowing they’ll have your back and you have someone to run to when you need it. Items? Just to remember you know? So I’ll never forget what happened.. I’m tried of standing alone, letting people walk in and out of my life. Each and every single one promising that they will not falter or change or even leave as the others. I found a good few who were true to there worlds than.. They just stopped, stopped caring, stopped loving. They became something they promise they wouldn’t be. Aren’t you? I don’t know why I’m even rambling, its not like this will be read anyways. Everything’s all mumble jumbled anyways.