• Where did you go Rachel?
    I know where your
    body is.
    but your mind
    could be on Mars
    for all I know.
    you're filling yourself
    with drugs and
    I just don't know
    what to do with you.
    We had so many
    good memories.
    sleep-overs.
    hour long
    laugh- attacks.
    randomness.
    but now, now,
    i'm not sure i even
    want to be your friend
    anymore.
    you are doing
    so many things wrong.
    i want to help,
    but you are too stuborn.
    thats the one thing
    that will never
    change about you.
    you arent a
    virgin anymore.
    you smoked weed
    several times.
    you have several
    cigarettes daily.
    you are only 13.
    what do you see
    wrong with this picture?
    a lot.
    you figure it out,
    Rachel.
    you are acting
    so stupid.
    you've changed,
    Rachel.
    You think I dont
    understand.
    but your philosophy
    on life is screwed up.
    you dont have to
    expierience it to
    understand it.
    drugs are useless.
    and so are you
    if you are on them.
    I don't know where
    my loveable,
    silly, spontaneous
    friend went.
    but you better
    find her soon,
    new Rachel,
    or you wont have
    me anymore.
    You know what?
    go be with amanda.
    i was right to say that
    on the phone
    the other day.
    If you dont put
    away the drugs,
    then I'm outta
    here.
    and I'm taking
    Ema with me.
    You've changed.
    There's not much more
    that I can say.
    Where did you go?
    You went the
    WRONG WAY.
    turn your
    non- virgin
    a** around!!!