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    This is so much bull. I nothing without her. I dont want to dream about her and I together. You are what makes my heart beat. My brain is telling me to move on but my heart is still stuck on you. Why is this happening to me please someone help me. My heart is hurting beacause you are not here with me. I sit and wait for you to call me. I stay up till 5 waitting to talk to you. Then i would look at my phone and see you as my background and ill start to tear. I just want to take your hand and run to a clear spot where i could lay a blanket down. Then we both could just lay down together holding hands and lookin up at the sky. I dont know why but looking at the stars and being with you makes me happy. All i can do is think of you my baby girl. I know i dont diserve you but, you make me happy and i make you laugh a lot . i enjoy ever minute with you. I really hope we can be together one day. heart crying