• I was on the computer while my sister was away in Wisconsin. She would be away for 7 days. I cried at her leaving but got over it. So anyways, I was on the computer for 7, pure days. This is the story of how my days were for the 7 days of when my sister was in Wisconsin, and how everything was.

    Wednesday, June 17, 12:00 PM

    I sat on the computer chair, eating a cookie. I munched satisfied. Just then, I was IMed by my current boyfriend, Patrick Abejero*. So, it went something like this,:
    Patrick: hey
    Me: hiya~!
    Patrick: whatre you up to?
    Me: nm, just eatin.
    Patrick: eating what?
    Me: a cookie (: and not for you O:
    Patrick: hahaha its okay. dont really want one at the moment.
    Me: what bout you?
    Patrick: nm too.
    Me: oh right! did you hear? the on/off couple are on atm.
    Patrick: really?! i think their going too fast :I
    Me: same =.=.. they seem like they only in for kissing.
    Patrick: yeah...
    Me: ooo brb...
    Patrick: okay then <3

    I got up to get a glass of water. I ran quickly, just because I wanted to speak to Patrick again. I drank it quickly and ran back:

    Me: back~
    Patrick: wb.
    Me: hehe.. thanks <3
    Patrick: i don'- wait i'll use proper punctuation
    Patrick: I don't believe I'm saying this but we should just be friends.
    Me: WHAT?! why?! were doing fine..!
    Patrick: But...
    Me: and you know something else?! you were my first ever!
    Patrick: I'm sorry... Just.. Can't work out.
    Me:.... But why today..?
    Patrick confused
    Me: Today... is our 2 month anniversary.
    Patrick: Oh... I didn't know.
    Me: even worse >.> you know i always thought it would last longer
    Patrick: I'm.. I'm sorry... Is there a chance I could be your second..?
    Me: no... not at the moment. i need to think things through...

    I went on appear offline and cried silently. I loved him. He was my first. Despite him saying that, I couldn't take him back. My gut told me, don't take him. So I didn't. But I was hurt. I was scarred forever. I loved him so much, I was tempted to take him back. But he was going on a trip...

    Thursday, June 18 4:00 PM

    Today he left. He left without an offline message or a voice mail. I cried even more. Because already, overnight, things were clear. I loved him. I loved him more than anything. I decided to offline message him so he would definitely get it:
    Me: Patrick.. i do want you to be my second. though you probably hate me... if you can... reply.. please. i feel like im dying inside w/o you.
    I left it at that. In two days time, he would be back. I fell asleep..... I awoke to my mom waking me up. "Anjelica.... Anjelica...Time for your field trip." It was only 7:30, but I had to be there by 8:30. I got up and got to school on time after things were taken care of. I rode the bus beside Patrick, smiling and laughing like we used to. The boy I know who likes me looked at him enviously. I ignored the glances from him, and continued to talk with him. It was a trip to the zoo. "Partners everyone!" I immediately grabbed his hand. Once everyone had a partner, my teacher yelled, "And we'll meet here in 1 hour!" I went to walk but Patrick bent down. He began tying my shoe. "What are you doing?" He looked at me. "Cheesy line but I want to make sure you don't fall for anyone else." I smiled at him as he stood.
    ***
    One hour up, 30 minute talking and eating session over too, we went on the tram that went around the zoo. I hugged Patrick as we were separated, but he disappeared. Everyone floated away. One by one. "Patrick..?! Patrick?!!? PATRICK!!!!!" I screamed and woke up sweaty. A horrid dream... That's all it was.. I thought to myself. "Calm down.." I said to myself..
    But the next day nothing happened, until the day he came back..