• Your there when it happens
    not really a part
    soon you are
    girls notice the weird looks on your face
    circle you, surround you,
    beg you to tell,
    it's not your secret, but now you have possesion of it
    and when the owner of that secret won't break,
    they hope you will
    and slowly you crack, things leak out
    a day later 12 people know
    when yesterday it was only 3
    your gossip loving friend
    knows somethings up, is hungry to find out,
    she pleads, calls you names, tells the world your no longer her friend,
    but you know you can't trust her with it
    she hates you now
    at ten a night you get emails
    emails spilling guilt and hate, fury, and sorrow, and questions
    you don't have any answers
    your friend acuses, stabs you with words you thought she'd never use
    randomly throws your friendship in there
    fills in things she doesn't know with lies
    she has another source, someone whos shell is too easily cracked
    and you are washed
    washed away by the feroucious waves of emotion
    you crumple under the weight of the secret
    and how it all went wrong.