Ok, so I don't know what's going on anymore. It's like I'm thrown into a large dark room trying to find some object that is really small. I don't know what's going on in my head right now. I'm so mixed up and to top it off I was stressed. Maybe things will slow down since this evening was our last play. I just have to regain my thinking and everything. So many things happening I feel like I've been spinning for weeks on end, I just need some time to get my head on straight and everything. As for my bf, I don't know about that either. He seems mad at me but people are telling me he's not and that he thinks I'm mad at him. I'm not. I don't even know what is going on. GOD I hope I can get back to normal fast. I don't like this feeling.
I was thinking earlier and I find something really odd. In all my life I've never been able to remember people by their face. I've never been able to memorize a face. The only way I remember someone is by their voice. But somehow for the first time I've finally been able to close my eyes and picture someone's face, I've memorized it. Weird though, that face is one that I RARELY seen anymore. The face is my bf's. Idk, maybe I'm just weird but that's how it works in my head. Well I got to get homework done. Saynora
From the little girl who cried wolf
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