xX. Boys are seriously dumb
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The thing now is, I made up my mind and got myself over the one that was haunting me from my last journal entry. But now he seems to want me back. And I'm not sure what to tell him. A part of me still wants him yes and and part of me just wants to forget him. I merely told him I had to think this over for quite some time before I told him what I would decide.
Now that's not the only thing happening, see there's a couple of boys that find myself quite smitten with. One is visiting me relatively soon which I am looking forward to cause I know that it will be a whole bunch of fun and random silliness. Though the other we have a mutual like of the other and we try to get together as often as we can, he's merely an hour away and the cutest silly little thing. He's quite fun to hang out with and I'm quite glad that my friend introduced us. We don't have much alone time so we can't really try to connect on more then wrestling, poking, and the odd kiss now and then. But yet I'm not going to complain, cause I quite like that. I don't really want anything quite relationship heavy-like. I just need something that I can sit back and have fun with and just keep me laughing, and he seems to do that, with him, me, our friend, and they're other friends, it's always quite interesting xD
But yes, I do believe that I have some heavy thinking to do now.. Like do I really wanna get caught up in that again? Can that trust ever be re-gained? I guess I need to sort out my priorities and figure out what I want and what I'd need.
Constructive criticism please, if any at all =3 .Xx
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The thing now is, I made up my mind and got myself over the one that was haunting me from my last journal entry. But now he seems to want me back. And I'm not sure what to tell him. A part of me still wants him yes and and part of me just wants to forget him. I merely told him I had to think this over for quite some time before I told him what I would decide.
Now that's not the only thing happening, see there's a couple of boys that find myself quite smitten with. One is visiting me relatively soon which I am looking forward to cause I know that it will be a whole bunch of fun and random silliness. Though the other we have a mutual like of the other and we try to get together as often as we can, he's merely an hour away and the cutest silly little thing. He's quite fun to hang out with and I'm quite glad that my friend introduced us. We don't have much alone time so we can't really try to connect on more then wrestling, poking, and the odd kiss now and then. But yet I'm not going to complain, cause I quite like that. I don't really want anything quite relationship heavy-like. I just need something that I can sit back and have fun with and just keep me laughing, and he seems to do that, with him, me, our friend, and they're other friends, it's always quite interesting xD
But yes, I do believe that I have some heavy thinking to do now.. Like do I really wanna get caught up in that again? Can that trust ever be re-gained? I guess I need to sort out my priorities and figure out what I want and what I'd need.
Constructive criticism please, if any at all =3 .Xx
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