xX. Well now I seem to be in a bit of a pickle.
Quite a delicious one ;D
So as things are working out, I'm half with a sweet, kind, silly, caring, cute, funny lil man. Half with mind you. We act as if we're dating, but we're not due to circumstances. But I'm finding myself growing fonder and fonder of him with every moment we talk. Which is strange for me, cause we've been talking without seeing each other in person and usually if I can't see the person or be cuddly with them I see it as a lost cause cause my body's retarded and needs physical attention (not just sex you dirtah fools!).
But yeah, then my other friend's having problems and is also crushing me, but he's got prior arrangements with a so forth 'girlfriend' of his >w>
But anyhu' I wouldn't break them up anyways! They're too cute and too in love, nevermind his new found feelings for me.
Why must these guys fall for me? What seems to be so special? I don't understand. Just off the top of my head I can name at least four or five males that would snatch me up if I said "I'm yours, take me" which is weird, yet comforting.
Cause due to past events I was a bit down on myself upon my confidence with the male population, if you've read my passed journals you'd know why.
But yes, it's good to know that I can still be considered desirable without being considered a whore (cause I haven't done anything with any of them!).
But yes all so interesting. None the less only a couple of the boys peek my interest. I'm sure they know who they are ;D
But yes, sad thing is I'm having two come visit me and I know I have to tell one no and that's not going to be fun, but it will be fun to hang out with him and such. With the other we've made plans for so much already...it's almost like we've been together months for the things we've planned. Which I like, cause since we've known each other so long we already have that comfortable place with each other.
It's funny cause when I met him I never knew this would conspire.
But I'm quite happy it has.
Hunni, you're so fun and just so silly.
I love you =D .Xx
Quite a delicious one ;D
So as things are working out, I'm half with a sweet, kind, silly, caring, cute, funny lil man. Half with mind you. We act as if we're dating, but we're not due to circumstances. But I'm finding myself growing fonder and fonder of him with every moment we talk. Which is strange for me, cause we've been talking without seeing each other in person and usually if I can't see the person or be cuddly with them I see it as a lost cause cause my body's retarded and needs physical attention (not just sex you dirtah fools!).
But yeah, then my other friend's having problems and is also crushing me, but he's got prior arrangements with a so forth 'girlfriend' of his >w>
But anyhu' I wouldn't break them up anyways! They're too cute and too in love, nevermind his new found feelings for me.
Why must these guys fall for me? What seems to be so special? I don't understand. Just off the top of my head I can name at least four or five males that would snatch me up if I said "I'm yours, take me" which is weird, yet comforting.
Cause due to past events I was a bit down on myself upon my confidence with the male population, if you've read my passed journals you'd know why.
But yes, it's good to know that I can still be considered desirable without being considered a whore (cause I haven't done anything with any of them!).
But yes all so interesting. None the less only a couple of the boys peek my interest. I'm sure they know who they are ;D
But yes, sad thing is I'm having two come visit me and I know I have to tell one no and that's not going to be fun, but it will be fun to hang out with him and such. With the other we've made plans for so much already...it's almost like we've been together months for the things we've planned. Which I like, cause since we've known each other so long we already have that comfortable place with each other.
It's funny cause when I met him I never knew this would conspire.
But I'm quite happy it has.
Hunni, you're so fun and just so silly.
I love you =D .Xx
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