Tribute to my best friend....
Ørex...
There's many things that come to my mind when I hear that name, tortured, pain, darkness, king. But that's not all... sweet, gentle, kind, handsome, dark, seductive.
Perhaps I'm just a bit segued in the head, but darkness has always appealed to me, dark images, dark beings. Just the way they have always been portrayed, or the attitude they had, that they're alone within the world's walls and they must fight to the end for anything that they believed in, true fighters.
When I had first met Orex..or what I thought to be him.. it was through a romantic sense. Then even after finding out I wasn't talking to who I thought, the feelings that I established for him hadn't disappeared, once I started to talk with Orex more and more and rp with him and Zero, I still had always favored Orex... Not a clue as to why, but just something about him..it just stuck. I knew that even if I had tried an attempt to sway Him towards me would have failed, cause I heard and saw what a great love he had with Melissa, and I wasn't going to stop that for what seemed to be trivial feelings. Even after Orex and I hadn't spoken for what seemed months, I would still have the same feelings.
The reason to why..still escapes me. But I have an idea as to why. I believe that, I feel He and I are equals. We both went through something to make us the way we are today, something traumatizing to our lives. I believe that out of so many people, He actually feel the same pain that I do, and that draws me close to him. I feel as if he and I actually understand each other. I think that because I feel this understanding, it will always draw me close to Orex. Even if he doesn't, or if he thinks I'm just a crazy babbling emo child ( ^^; ), I'll always feel a connection towards him. A sort of...love for him. But most of all, Richard Orex Aruza, aka Orex the God of Darkness, is my friend... and will always be my friend...
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