xX. Lost in these thoughts, will I be freed from this prison I've made for myself?
Somehow all those little things I do seem to blow up in my face. I try one thing to be happier and the opposite happens; I get spun into a cloud of confusion and despair. Everything was too simple, much too simple. How could I think such a simple plan could work? How could I think this one thing could've taken all thoughts from my mind? How could I let myself be fooled by trickery once again?
But...
One thing is different this time, I will not black my eyes, I will not let tears of blood flow from these veins, I will not throw my life away. This time.
How foolish I was, I laugh at it, how could I think that it could solve all my problems? It only created more. How could I not have seen that evil hiding behind your eyes? Candy words followed from your sugar coated lips that hid a venomous tongue.
I've had enough of your poisonous treats.
Some think that they can fool me..
You may think I'm still some naive young girl, but I have some news for you, I've grown up, I got smart, I'm not going to fall for your lies. Soon I just wont waste time trying to converse with you any longer, it all seems futile in the end. Why fight for futile reasons? You don't. That's that. Sad to see things end this way, but this is the path that you chose, now you must live with your decisions, without me.
But I'm smarter then that now. .Xx
Somehow all those little things I do seem to blow up in my face. I try one thing to be happier and the opposite happens; I get spun into a cloud of confusion and despair. Everything was too simple, much too simple. How could I think such a simple plan could work? How could I think this one thing could've taken all thoughts from my mind? How could I let myself be fooled by trickery once again?
But...
One thing is different this time, I will not black my eyes, I will not let tears of blood flow from these veins, I will not throw my life away. This time.
How foolish I was, I laugh at it, how could I think that it could solve all my problems? It only created more. How could I not have seen that evil hiding behind your eyes? Candy words followed from your sugar coated lips that hid a venomous tongue.
I've had enough of your poisonous treats.
Some think that they can fool me..
You may think I'm still some naive young girl, but I have some news for you, I've grown up, I got smart, I'm not going to fall for your lies. Soon I just wont waste time trying to converse with you any longer, it all seems futile in the end. Why fight for futile reasons? You don't. That's that. Sad to see things end this way, but this is the path that you chose, now you must live with your decisions, without me.
But I'm smarter then that now. .Xx
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