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I've been a gaian for while now and made some cool friends. But the sad thing is that you don't know if they hate you or not. Are they your friends because they pity you for something? Or because you sent them a friendslist invitation? You never really know...*sighs*...I don't know...some I know they're my friends cuz we either are alike in a way or more or friends in reality or are nice to each other. Those friends are the best to me. Not saying the others are bad, I just don't know why they accpeted my friends invite. I think of them as friends...but do they think the same way towards me? It's kinda of disturbing to think of this kind of stuff at times...But you can't really forget it...its painful yet true...this can go for many things...Well think anout it...and what else is painfully true. Not trying to sound depressing, just trying to keep you aware. C-Ya.