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And, the Love continues (Aka: Dragon in Love pt.2)
So... It's been a while since I last wrote an entry into this Diary... Well, I guess I should start from the top of things, then, and explain what all's been going on. So, I've had a few items of interest happen since last we talked: My twenty sixth Birthday came and passed with great jubilation and merriment; Celebrated by a million score people across the universe blaugh ! ... Well,... Actually, it was more like fifteen to twenty people at my house. However, it was celebrated and much fun was had smile ... And, Emily was there too wink . Next on the list, The Improv, Comedy group I'm apart of performed it's fifth show with great sucess! We had an awesome time at Exp Con and, due to the fact that she's apart of the group too, Emily was there and we went on our first "actual Date" since we started seeing one another. That night will remain with me forever and the gifts she gave me that weekend are precious things that I'll treasure very, VERY deeply... Forever. I really love my Baby 4laugh !
Now then, to continue, directly after the Con; I had a bit of bad news dropped in my lap. It seems that my Landlord hadn't been paying her mortgages and, so, the bank was in the process of Repo-ing the house. I ended up spending the rest of the month packing up and organizing what I was going to take with me to a new place. I'm currently here now; living with some good friends from my work place. It's not exactly as nice as my last house, but it's FAR cheaper on me (Is paying $200 a month compared to $1,000, which was supposed to be $600, but my sister ran into a bad string of problems with her job). It'll allow me the opprotunity to springboard back ahead and be able to get a car like I wanted to get in Febuary. Now, I just need to get some practice in and get my liscense sweatdrop .
So, yeah, that's pretty much it for me here. Trying to get this whole "Internet" situation set up for everyone and make things work copesteticly(sp?) between the four of us in this place. But, backing up a little, I'd like to state that, amidst all of the changes and events that have happened recently, There has been one constant in my life. And, that is how much I really am Madly in love with Emily. I love that girl SOOOO much! It's amazing, ho wmuch I feel and continue to feel for her. It's been five months since we started seeing each other and, even now, I still can't find away for my head to get around her. She's ALWAYS on my mind. I mean, seriously! From the time I wake up, till the time I go to bed... I just can't stop thinking about her. And, in complete and total truthfulness, I don't want to.
I don't want to spend a day in my life without her by my side.Whether it's Physically, audibly, or just in memory: I want to be close to her as much as I can and want her close to me as well. It's why I have made plans that, after I get a car, I'm going to save up money and move to Tallahassee... So that I can be with her in a much grander way then just Chat room talks and the occassional visit. I really want to be apart of her life, in a bigger way. And maybe, eventually, in the Ultimate way... Of course, as noted, it's only been 5 months since we started to see one another. However, I've never felt this way before about anyone... My life, no matter the trouble, feels so much happier and fuller with her in it. I never thought that a normal person could do that... I've felt contented before, when it was just me and my Lord, but the contentment I feel when I'm with her... It really feels like God has come down from the heavens and touched my soul. I felt so empty and hollow for such a long time. Even in previous relationships, I felt it.
But, now... Now, I'm finding myself feeling like a whole person... Well, almost, anyways. I feel a bit lonely still, sometimes, but it's because of the distance between us and my desire to want to be near to her. But, yeah, it's ok. I'm actually going to see her this weekend and I'll continue to go see here every couple of weeks here after, if work permits, until I get my car and get driving. Plus, A.S. is coming soon and I'm going to be sharing a hotel with her again. I really can't wait for that ^_^! It'll be amazing! I have a very special Christmas present that I want to give to her there... But, that's strictly hush-hush.
But, yeah, anyways... I've gotta jet. Work comes sooner then later and i need to install a Wireless card into my friend's pc. I'll talk to you guys later! Much love to all of you... And, especially to her heart heart heart . Later!
Always and Forever Emily's/Hisui's,
Jeshua heart (Aka: Lynx Dragunhart heart )
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