View User's Journal

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals



Ever notice how much easier to act happy online? You can just type a bunch of words and emotes, even if you're depressed as hell. And no one can ever tell. Before me and Jimmy got...well, intimate...we were both tested. Both results were HIV-. Okay. No big deal. Life goes on. I got tested not too long ago again. Congratulations, you have AIDS. Since getting together with Jimmy, I haven't been "intimate" with anyone else, and I trust that he hasn't either. I have no idea how the ********] I could have gotten AIDS. I don't want to die! I know no one wants to die...but I don't want to die because of non-natural causes! My head is reeling, my brain refuses to accept the information. I haven't told Jimmy yet.

Posted by: Jounou Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 02:23am

User Comments: [8] [add]

Shriekie
Community Member

Offline

Commented on: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 05:34pm


	Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. No one wants to see you die. No one. No one. I don't know how the ******** you got AIDS, but I want to say that even though I hardly know you, have never had a meaningful conversation with you, I care. And I really don't want you to die. You've touched my heart in so many ways. And I wish I could do more than just type the words, "Good Luck, Be strong". I'm so sorry.

Commented on: Fri Nov 25, 2005 @ 05:57am


	Wow, I'm so sorry to hear that. I mean, you don't even know me, but I've seen you in the WG a lot and decided to rumage through your profile and journal since you're a really cool guy. I'm in shock, I really am. I mean . . . no one wants to be diagnosed with that kind of thing. Even as I read it, I was shocked. You always hear about how its a growing epidemic and stuff like that. But I mean, you are never really prepared for it when you get it or someone you know gets it. hugs I'm really sorry it happened. If it is of any consolation to you, we live in an age where a cure isn't too far away. Hopefully they'll develop a cure soon enough and everything will be okay. I'm at a loss for words, but yea . . . I really hope everything goes alright between you and Jimmy and that somehow . . . I don't know . . . that this will get better. I hope the best for you.

Kanshisha no Yume
Community Member

Offline

Green Spork
Community Member

Offline

Commented on: Fri Nov 25, 2005 @ 03:42pm


	crying Noooooo not the jounou! I am sorry that you got aids but it souds like it could have been a mistake in the test... because you said that you and your boyfriend both got tested and no one had it and then all of a sudden.... BAM aids? If both of you hadn't been intamite with anyone else except each other then the test could be wrong.

Commented on: Fri Nov 25, 2005 @ 07:02pm


	Oh God. That's terrible. But maybe Green Spork's right, maybe there was a mistake with the test. Or maybe your results got mixed up with someone elses. And hopefully they'll find a cure. I'm sorry I can't say anything helpful but I'm wishing you the best.

Vaguely_Imaginary
Community Member

Offline

Squallette
Community Member

Offline

Commented on: Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 12:15am


	It shouldn't be possible surprised Let it be a mistake in the test please crying heart

Commented on: Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 02:52am


	Hey man! That sucks. Well, don't go anywhere soon. Or at all! crying

Dr Dylan
Community Member

Offline

Nya-chan
Community Member

Offline

Commented on: Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 09:04am


	Oh no! It's terrible. I hope this is a mistake. Hopefully, even if you're positive, you won't get sick. I'm stunned. sad Life's unfair! scream

Commented on: Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 11:04am


	blink blink Wow. So, I like, barely know you and stuff, but... hug hughughug I'm so sorry. I really, really hope that this was a terrible ******** on someone else's part, and that your results came back wrong and that both you and Jimmy are still HIV negative. Or else! D:<

lilg246
Community Member

Offline

User Comments: [8] [add]

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals