You must understand.
Because I have come to.
My misery, my sadness.....is all unwilling self-pity.
The evnt spiralling down to me like this, should have been nowhere near enough impacting me to this state.
But for some reason, all of my morals simply blew away with the wind.
If anyone does read this, though I really doubt anyone would bother, understand that I am a terrible person. I feel so bad about my life which has little amiss, while others do not have a house, food, a steady income. Some people's families even seem to not care about what happens to their child, or don't understand.
A question of what happened to me in the past may be brought up, but;
1. Nothing truly eventful happened but one thing.
2. I'm disgraced to even think that what happened to me could have changed me.
But even if I can't get over any of this, and least I understand it. And at least I can acknowledge it. It's never good enough, but it's a start.
Hopefully, several to accomplishing my dream.
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