Mood: Sleepy
Song: Everlasting Friend; Blue October
Love.
Its the one thing we want most.
But at the same time its the thing we fear most.
You have to be insane to love someone.
But at the same time its so rewarding.
I almost want to say you have to give up a part of yourself to love.
The selfish part of yourself.
Because love is a give, take, and receive relationship.
I read all of your journals, Lisa.
I like you making them because its the ONLY way I really know what's going on in your life.
You wouldn't just normally share that part of your life with me.
I wish I could help you.
But words fail me and I know you just have to get through it on your own.
Nothing anyone says can really help.
Love won't just appear before you.
It takes time.
It took me forever to get Connor haha.
And Connor.
Geez.
I haven't loved anyone this much before.
I thought I knew love, and what it was like.
Ha I couldn't even begin to explain it.
These feelings I have for Connor, I just can't summarize them into one word.
In all honesty, its kind of silly how we try to fit all the things you feel for a person with just a four letter word - love.
I guess we needed a word for it...But I think its more words than just a single word.
when I say I love Connor, I mean:
I adore him
I'd do anything for him
I trust him with my life
I care about him
I want to only be with him
ect ect ect.
And love is so...over used now-a-days.
Honestly. ;l
I never really thought about it until my sub was like "WE USE LOVE TOO MUCH"
"I LOVE THESE SHOES"
"I LOVE THIS DRESS" ECT.
We kinda do haha.
Voodoo is steadily approaching.
I can't wait to see Connor again ohmygodddd.
I think I'm going to change my flight so I can leave later...
Even if it costs big bucks..
I want to spend as much time with him because I don't know when I'll get to see him again...
Hopefully winter break
Lately everyone just seems so lonely.
I don't know what it is.
I mean I'm fine.
And Connor's fine.
But everyone else just seems so..
Lost?
I think its sad.
Most people are so lonely these days.
Searching for love.
America is becoming empty. Just a greedy country, pretending to be what it was long ago.
But that's just my opinion.
And lately creativity has been lost.
Many many mannnny people don't have it anymore!
I'm just like "What why? Where'd it go?"
Everyone's so bland.
So unimaginative.
Maybe I'm just too...Out there haha.
BUT YES VOODOO <3333 TWO WEEKS ON THURSDAY
Song: Everlasting Friend; Blue October
Love.
Its the one thing we want most.
But at the same time its the thing we fear most.
You have to be insane to love someone.
But at the same time its so rewarding.
I almost want to say you have to give up a part of yourself to love.
The selfish part of yourself.
Because love is a give, take, and receive relationship.
I read all of your journals, Lisa.
I like you making them because its the ONLY way I really know what's going on in your life.
You wouldn't just normally share that part of your life with me.
I wish I could help you.
But words fail me and I know you just have to get through it on your own.
Nothing anyone says can really help.
Love won't just appear before you.
It takes time.
It took me forever to get Connor haha.
And Connor.
Geez.
I haven't loved anyone this much before.
I thought I knew love, and what it was like.
Ha I couldn't even begin to explain it.
These feelings I have for Connor, I just can't summarize them into one word.
In all honesty, its kind of silly how we try to fit all the things you feel for a person with just a four letter word - love.
I guess we needed a word for it...But I think its more words than just a single word.
when I say I love Connor, I mean:
I adore him
I'd do anything for him
I trust him with my life
I care about him
I want to only be with him
ect ect ect.
And love is so...over used now-a-days.
Honestly. ;l
I never really thought about it until my sub was like "WE USE LOVE TOO MUCH"
"I LOVE THESE SHOES"
"I LOVE THIS DRESS" ECT.
We kinda do haha.
Voodoo is steadily approaching.
I can't wait to see Connor again ohmygodddd.
I think I'm going to change my flight so I can leave later...
Even if it costs big bucks..
I want to spend as much time with him because I don't know when I'll get to see him again...
Hopefully winter break
Lately everyone just seems so lonely.
I don't know what it is.
I mean I'm fine.
And Connor's fine.
But everyone else just seems so..
Lost?
I think its sad.
Most people are so lonely these days.
Searching for love.
America is becoming empty. Just a greedy country, pretending to be what it was long ago.
But that's just my opinion.
And lately creativity has been lost.
Many many mannnny people don't have it anymore!
I'm just like "What why? Where'd it go?"
Everyone's so bland.
So unimaginative.
Maybe I'm just too...Out there haha.
BUT YES VOODOO <3333 TWO WEEKS ON THURSDAY
