Its so fragile.
It almost makes me sick.
The lack of trust.
The lack of stability.
Keeps me up at night.
What am I supposed to do with these dumb butterflies and a pounding head?
I wonder why it is I sleep better when he calls.
I guess its because my body is just so used to him calling and being up for an hour and then sleeping. So if he doesn't call I just keep waking up at weird times. At least 3 - 4 times a night. Siiiiiiigh.
I love that you want me to call you babe.
That's so cute omg. xD
I'm just afraid you're gonna disappear.
Like you tend to do.
It's scary.
You probably would think I'm silly for worrying...But you just don't understand.
You're precious to me.
Something I feel like I cannot lose.
"But I'm not going anywhere."
That's probably what you'd say.
But what am I supposed to think?
I'm all too used to people walking out.
You're just the one person I want to stay.
So I'm extra careful.
I wonder if I should tell you these things considering you can't get on gaia anymore.
Hm.
Maybe.
It almost makes me sick.
The lack of trust.
The lack of stability.
Keeps me up at night.
What am I supposed to do with these dumb butterflies and a pounding head?
I wonder why it is I sleep better when he calls.
I guess its because my body is just so used to him calling and being up for an hour and then sleeping. So if he doesn't call I just keep waking up at weird times. At least 3 - 4 times a night. Siiiiiiigh.
I love that you want me to call you babe.
That's so cute omg. xD
I'm just afraid you're gonna disappear.
Like you tend to do.
It's scary.
You probably would think I'm silly for worrying...But you just don't understand.
You're precious to me.
Something I feel like I cannot lose.
"But I'm not going anywhere."
That's probably what you'd say.
But what am I supposed to think?
I'm all too used to people walking out.
You're just the one person I want to stay.
So I'm extra careful.
I wonder if I should tell you these things considering you can't get on gaia anymore.
Hm.
Maybe.
