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Most people wouldn't realize it, but your heart's much too big.
You get hurt more often than people think.
You care much more than people think.
You're so fragile.

And no one really realizes it.

"You probably know me better than I know myself."

And you know me better than I know myself.
When in the world did that happen?
Is it possible to know someone so well that you forget to study yourself , but they do the same so its okay because you know each other?

Wow my brain is barely functioning.


This is what I love about you though.
You're so small and afraid sometimes.
Its so cute, but so sad at the sametime.
Maybe I do just want to save everyone.
I wanna protect you.

You still don't know what you want.
You haven't realized something that's right infront of you.
Its okay though.
You probably never will.
Until the day its gone.


I knew that's why you surround yourself with people.
Because I knew for a fact you feel lonely.
"In a room full of people you feel alone."
You should know surrounding yourself with people isn't going to do much but distract you for a little bit.
You need that special someone.
Who is a one in a kind.
Such simple things I have to point out for you.

Since when did Connor not know himself?
Since when did you become so lost.
You're even more fragile now.
What the hell happened? Did Yamato hurt you that badly?

But I know you've always had issues with being lonely.
I think he just poked at that fear, and it grew even bigger.
I wanna be there for you, but the cold hard facts are that I can't.
I can't be there to hold you.
So damn useless.
Maybe this is why you don't wanna view me on a romantic level.

You're just like Brittney sometimes.
So clingy and needy. I love it. But at the same time I hate it.
Because long distance will never work for you.
You need skin and against skin.
Simple fact: I can't give that to you right now.