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Am I Broken or Just Different?
Breaking Slowly
Don't touch me. Don't read me. Don't ask me. Don't ignore me. Don't pretend you know me. Don't pry. Don't love me. Don't hate me. Don't judge me. Don't listen to me. Don't look at me. But most of all don't ever EVER ask that question. The one that shatters my mirror and is poison deeper than any mercury. The question that drove me to insanity and brink of suicide. Don’t bring it up. Don’t ask it. Don’t write it. Don’t ever speak the question in my presence where I can hear or sense. It fills me with a hazardous feeling and a dark slime fills my soul. I feel it crawl up me in my mind and wander aimlessly killing me painfully. Don’t ever ask that question is all I ask of any of you.






User Comments: [1]
mokonawings
Community Member





Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 07:41pm


So I guess the only way we can protect ourselves from life at all is just not to live, neh? neutral Like hermit crabs, people choose to conceal themselves so they don't get hurt. Every person does it in different ways. But when crunched so tightly within their shells, they miss everything that makes one glad to be alive, and soon they can't see reasons to live anymore. They have nothing but themselves to keep them company, and its themselves that can eventually become their enemy and kill them. So for those who are lost, I guess the question comes down to this:

Do we want to live, or do we want to die?


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