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Moods, Cryptics, and The Story. Just a journal for my mood, cryptics, and a story to describe them.


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Prt. 5 Yep.
Bit by bit im coming out and sinking back into depression. Its not as deep, but sometimes it's deeper. I get help it crashes down I help others it holds up. I can help others with a smile, but others help me with a scowl. Why?

Cryptics.


1) Sometimes I want to dissipear. Sometimes I feel as though i already have.
2) I'm not real just a puppet, merely an inversion of who I was, no real dreams, no real hopes, no real friends. Am I Real?
3) I don't run from you, I walk away slowly. And it kills me because you dont care enough to stop me.


Story.


Kia groaned at the sound of her alarm in the morning. She reached her hand out and flicked the button to off. She lay there for a couple more minuets then forced herself up. Damn School. Kia thought to herself, and gathered her stuff pulling herself to the bathroom. She cranked the bathroom faucets and stepped into a warm shower. After washing up she brushed her teeth and applied her black eyeliner. When Kia finished getting dressed in her usual edgy gear she trudged downstair for some cereal. The sun was leaking through the blinds making the kitchen sparkle. Neither her sister or mother were downstairs. Kia looked around, but there was no sign of movement at this point. Must have left early. Kia poured some cereal and milk into a bowl and walked into the livingroom. The clock said 7:00 a.m. so she sat down and turned the television to Fuse. Nothing but weight loss crap on Fuse so she went to MTV. It was wake up hour and they were showing music videos. James Blunt's new song came on and she quickly turned off the television. Kia took the last few bites of her cereal and threw it into the kitchen sink. It was now time to go and she threw her backpack over her shoulder and reluctantly started her journey to school. Kia walked down Stephan Street and greeted Shaun. "Hey Shaun. Whats the damage today?" asked Kia. Shaun was tall and lanky with messy black hair that went across his left eye. That one piece of hair was red and set off the vibe people call punk/emo. He was wearing his usual black jacket with a bleeding heart in the left corner, and girl pants. "No damage today. Or yet, I should say." replied Shaun with a grin. Next to come was David, he had let his hair grow out over his eyes which was now red,purple, and black. He slammed his door behind him and ran down to greet them. "Sup?" They looked at him and were surprised. "You got your lip peirced! Yay David." said Kia with a smile and gave him a hug. "Yeah, woohoo!" said David shooting his arm up in the air. "Sweet man, thats cool." said Shaun looking at the ring. Last but not least was Carmen. They were a block from the school now talking about bands and goofing off. Carmen walked out of her house and bounced down to the group. She had on a Black Parade T-shirt and gothic chained pants. Her hair was swept across her face so you could see half of her right eye. The even group finished walking to their school and joined the swarm of normies, sticking out like a sore thumb. Once again to be judged and put down. Another day to wonder why they live. But it was also a day to stand up and show people that differences didnt matter. Kia smiled and walked into the enormous building with her friends, to once again show others how they can be terrible and still make the honor role.


To Be Continued. . .





 
 
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