Just Me.
When you said "I Love You." I thought you meant it. I felt the same and said it back. Now I feel different. I'm Confused. Numb. Abandoned. Ignored. Everyone says they "Love" Me, but what does Love mean? Love has no definition. You define Love for Yourself as you go. People are only allowed Three Great Loves in their life. When the first two finish it's a very hard aftermath time. Only one is meant for marriage. Don't let The third go because you will regret it. My life is in a difficult spot now. I don't know what to do. Everyone around me says they're here with me forever and they promise not to hurt me. I can't believe that anymore. They hurt me every day. They Promised! They Lied! They Quit. Nobody talks to me like they use to. I send the message through the online and offline faces and get my hopes up but . . . No Reply. Silence. Frozen. Everything is stopping. Numbness is creeping in on me. I feel nothing anymore. Everyone has hardened their feelings around me. They've hardened way too much. I'm slowly being closed out by the couple I LOVE. Especially the top two people. I feel terrible. Depressed. Tired. Fed Up! I won't hurt the people around me even if they ignore me. If I died they'd notice. If I just shut down they'd notice. Right Now. I'm not. I won't give up on the people that hurt me. Most of them don't mean too. Except. If They Continue. I will have to . . . It was nice knowing all of you. But you Lied the second "I Love You, I Will Never Leave You, or Hurt You." crossed your sugar coated lips. I Love You too, but that's the Truth. I just hope You know that. Without you. It's ALL OVER. I'm Numbly Aware, and COMPLETELY BROKEN.
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When you said "I Love You." I thought you meant it. I felt the same and said it back. Now I feel different. I'm Confused. Numb. Abandoned. Ignored. Everyone says they "Love" Me, but what does Love mean? Love has no definition. You define Love for Yourself as you go. People are only allowed Three Great Loves in their life. When the first two finish it's a very hard aftermath time. Only one is meant for marriage. Don't let The third go because you will regret it. My life is in a difficult spot now. I don't know what to do. Everyone around me says they're here with me forever and they promise not to hurt me. I can't believe that anymore. They hurt me every day. They Promised! They Lied! They Quit. Nobody talks to me like they use to. I send the message through the online and offline faces and get my hopes up but . . . No Reply. Silence. Frozen. Everything is stopping. Numbness is creeping in on me. I feel nothing anymore. Everyone has hardened their feelings around me. They've hardened way too much. I'm slowly being closed out by the couple I LOVE. Especially the top two people. I feel terrible. Depressed. Tired. Fed Up! I won't hurt the people around me even if they ignore me. If I died they'd notice. If I just shut down they'd notice. Right Now. I'm not. I won't give up on the people that hurt me. Most of them don't mean too. Except. If They Continue. I will have to . . . It was nice knowing all of you. But you Lied the second "I Love You, I Will Never Leave You, or Hurt You." crossed your sugar coated lips. I Love You too, but that's the Truth. I just hope You know that. Without you. It's ALL OVER. I'm Numbly Aware, and COMPLETELY BROKEN.
