i try my best to please everyone.
why isn't it working?
one's happy, the other's pissed,
how do i do it?
i can't stand them, i want to shoot them,
but my concience holds me back.
cause i think to myself,
i wonder what hell they're going through
i have no right to talk.
i'm blamed by my mom for everything,
put through hell by my dad.
everyone loves me, (or so they say)
but nobody likes me.
sure, they act like they care
they act like they have a good time around me
but when i turn my back.
"There goes the b***h!"
i don't know what trust is
it has become....just a word
a hollow, meaningless word
i have been broken
again and again
by those i love
how can you trust someone
when they don't know what it is?
i have become stone.
my heart is black.
i don't care who i hurt anymore
as long as they're not my friends
i fight, i threat
i argue to no end
and all i get is a load of s**t
and a "******** you, i hate you"
and the screams, the yelling
it has become a part of me
i don't know my family anymore
they have changed so much
i don't even know myself anymore
when did the drugs come in?
when have i become a stone
for my drunk sister to lean on?
Why is my home(s) hell?
....who am i?
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