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MILE!!!!! Okay, so i ran the mile today at school. Not the funnest thing in the world, right? well, i made my best friend who was my pacing buddy not let me walk. and i was doing really good, up until the end. on the last lap, i walked about 10 feet. maybe more, maybe less, i wasn't paying attention. i ended up getting worse than last year's score by 2 seconds. if i didn't walk, i could've beaten my last year's time... anyway, later i started thinking about what made me walk. i mean, when i thought about it, if i couldn't make one more lap around that track, then what else am i going to give up on in my life? am i going to give up on quitting my habbits because i got tired? i'm disgusted with myself...it's like giving up is now a part of me. and that's never who i was before. if i put my mind to something, i would always go through with it. And now i'm just....lazy. That's what running that mile made me realize...

Posted by: Miaka98 Wed Apr 25, 2007 @ 11:59pm

He loves me, he loves me not!

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Spirit14
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Commented on: Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 08:48pm


	runs over and gives hug I'm truly sorry and believe you can do this.You're not a quitter and i know you always give it you're best. If you ever need that extra kick. Let me know.

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