• i don't know what to feel
    i don't know what to think
    i have tried to forget you
    i have been teaching myself to breathe without you
    i hate the times when i'm thinking of you
    i hate my smile after i dreamed about you

    why do we have to end up like this?
    why do you have to say goodbye?
    why do i have to act like i don't care?
    why does my love has to change into hatred?

    i don't know this feeling
    i don't want to hate you
    but i don't want to be spontaneously hurt by the
    shadow of where we should have gone.

    can't we just let our feelings out?
    can i just scream how much i care?
    how much i missed you and
    how i wish to have you?

    i wonder what are you thinking?
    are you thinking of the times we shared?
    those dreams we built
    those songs we used to listen
    those qoutes you've read
    are you dreaming of me?

    after all i still love you
    after all lies i'm still waiting
    after all pain you are still the one

    i guess i just have to deal with this
    with waiting and hoping
    with truth and lies
    with love and pain

    because i know i love
    because i know i will
    because i know you're the one..