• crying A friend of mine died today. he was in car accident last night and now i can't even remember the last time i felt so numb. They tried to save him, but what could they do? He was so badly torn up, and now all i can do is cry. I just can't believe he's gone...

    How could he be so stupid, speeding like he was? didn't he fear for his own safety? what of the others around him? He must have known the consequences, must have, but did he? I can't believe he's gone...

    I wonder what happened as he died, did his short life flash before his eyes, was he in pian, or did he go as he slept. I try not to cry, i feel as if its a stain upon his memory. He was always so strong, so kind. Helping others when never thinking about himself. I can't believe he's gone!

    All I have is tears