Clueless as usual. How do I say it without being obvious? I've got 2 different feelings that are wrestling with each other one I want so much to win but it could possibly loose to the other feelings. Of course I can't say anything too specific because there are certain eyes that read this and I don't know if I want it to be known quite yet.
I don't know, like I said I'm clueless. We never talk anymore. I think that is because we are more of listeners then conversation starters and because of it we never talk... It's kind of depressing. I haven't been able to walk with him out of the school. My foot is so swellen after school (I've got an infected blister) And it hurts like hell (pardon my lanuage). It's gotten better I just wish it would get better sooner. But aside from that I think him and me have lost touch with each other. We never talk, nor does he take the initiative of what he wants *sigh* I'm sad to say that I know what his signals are for. When he wants to do something. I'm not going to do it all the time, but aside from that why doesn't he take it? I don't know, I guess I'm just cruel but doesn't he need to be more assertive? So many hurtful words I think I'm going to stop now. Well I'm going to sit here do homework, rp, and listen to music. Night
From the little girl who cried wolf
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