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A thought... ...Silence can be so peaceful sometimes...I don't want to do anything anymore but sleep and watch noneducational, pointless, and demeaning shows...I can't think of any at the moment but whatever. why this way? I wont blame it on the anti-depressants cause I don't bother to take them anymore. They can't make this hole in my heart heal. They can't make me happy around people. Im sick and tired of all this st. Really what the hell... I just broke up with my bf...can't call him that anymore, he's probably taken by now anyways. Shitty no doubt. bloody hell...I've never felt more like st then I am now. life loves me, can you tell? Its funny how life can be...I've woken up so many times during the time, lost, wondering what possessed me? Im withering away...My hearts not good...and I'm only 18...I'll become a real phantom soon enough...life shunned me, and death is urning to embrace me. I no long feel any sexual desire. I'm so numb I can't even express a single emotion...people don't notice me anymore, but it doesn't matter. I'll be gone and its better if people forget I was ever around.

Posted by: ZackDarkWings Thu Oct 18, 2007 @ 09:38pm

By havens-red-angel

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Commented on: Fri Oct 19, 2007 @ 06:41am


	... heh... this is like the third time I tried to comment... I don't know what to say other than what I wrote to you... I don't even know if you'll read it... If you do then you'll know what I'm talking about if not then I guess tis best left for dark where the shattered dreams of this hearts memory would wake. I'll never be able to forget you are around... Never. I'll be waiting... ~Snow

Commented on: Tue Oct 23, 2007 @ 04:13am


	T_____________________T you guuuuuuuuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyyyyyssssssssssss! clings to you both come on, patch it up, you both seem so miserable!......damn you! shakes fist

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Commented on: Sun Oct 28, 2007 @ 06:40pm


	I don't know you although I've read your profile and you donn't know me.^_^You know...I once knew some one who was similar to you...in the ways of thinking at least....well sort of...he was more chaotic.....any way...this may or may not help but.I often write poetry. Lost People by nature don't notice each other....but Sometime and few times.There is a person Who awakens and relizes the world is not full Of life but rather darkness. But this is where those people who remove their mask Often fall,because instead of turning from darkness they Embrace. My wish to you is that you will find a star....for you see Stars are souls of people with simalr pains but they were Forced to move on.So I ask that you not becaome a star But rather a snow flake...I'll let you figure out why.. End I'm not sure if it helps....but if you find some thing that makes you feel even in the slightest...don't through it away. 3nodding

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